You Should Open Your Eyes

Lonely Silence

Emily's POV

I wake up the next morning and see the tear stained pillow. Jaz was laying on the mattress next to me. Haha she drools. I guess I never noticed it before. I get out of bed and go to eat breakfast. I pull out the cereal and pour myself the cereal and some milk. I have no idea where the cutlery is!! I look around and find the draws where they all were. I take a spoon and take a bite. Mum walks out and says "You, made it yourself?" I raise my eyebrows and she remembers "Oh! Of cause! I'm not used to it. Sorry hun" I smile and nod. Jaz comes out and wow, bed hair! "Morning" She grumbles. I nod towards her showing my acknowledgement. "Morning!" I say after swallowing another mouthful. She goes and gets a bowl and starts pouring her own cereal.

Ready for your shopping spree?" Jaz asks excitedly. That's when all of yesterday's events come flooding back into my mind. I force my tears back and nod trying to look excited. I was about to go into the bathroom to brush my hair when Jaz pulls me away. "What do you think you're doing?!" She asked shocked. "Um going to brush my hair?" I ask and she says "You'll see yourself! I'll brush your hair" She says and goes in to grab my hairbrush. "Honestly, I'm going to eventually see myself in the reflection of something so may as well not avoid what is going to happen" I reason but she shakes her head. "You will not see yourself for the first time in pajamas with bed hair!" She shouts. I give up knowing she wasn't giving in and I knew Danielle wouldn't agree with me.

I sit down on my bed and Jaz starts to brush my hair. A knock on the front door sounds and I really was tired so I didn't want to get it. Not a morning person AT ALL. Jaz gets up and goes to answer it. "Dani! Perrie! Ele!" Jaz welcomes them in. The all hug and they come up to me. Eleanor acting like her boyfriend jumps on me and says "Oh my gosh EMILY!! I'm so sorry about what happened! I found out and wanted to kick Niall where the sun don't shine!" I laugh shakily and hug her back.

Perrie walks up to me and says "Honestly I don't know what got into Niall, he honestly didn't listen to anyone. Even Paul tried to talk to him and he told him to leave him alone. It was weird." I drop my head and say "Maybe he didn't care" All the girls hugged me at the same time saying things like "He just isn't in his right mind!!" "Of cause he cares!" "He's a douche if he doesn't!" The last one was Eleanor and it made me laugh.

"okay! lets go and get your outfit ready!" Dani says and we all go into my bedroom. I sit on the bed as they all go through my outfits trying to find things that I could wear. "Last season, last season, eww three seasons ago!" Eleanor says looking through them all, I laugh and say "I didn't shop remember? Mum did" She nods in understanding and keeps going through the wardrobe. "Ahh leggings!! Hallelujah!" I laugh and she chucks the black leggings to me. "Vans! Yay!" Dani squeals and chucks them to me. "She should totally wear this top! It's too cute to pass up on!" Perrie says and chucks a white top with a blue pattern on it. It was cute.

They leave me to put the outfit on and come in with all of the hair products of a beauty salon. "Hair and make up!!" Perrie says excitedly. They are going to play Barbie doll on me aren't they? They pull out a hair curler, and plug it in to heat it up. A hair curler? Are we going to the mall or to the Logies?!?! "Honestly? A hair curler?" I complain. Dani shakes her head and says "Trust me" And starts brushing my hair. I honestly don't see the point in it. They curl my hair so it falls just below my breasts and I notice I have light brown hair. It was a really pretty colour as well. I smile but don't say anything. Then they work on my make up and make it as natural as possible. Putting on minimum foundation and just some mascara.

"Done!" Eleanor says happily. They all admire their artwork and I roll my eyes, "Can I go brush my teeth now?" I ask and they nod "Don't get anything on your  outfit, and don't stuff your make-up!" I walk into the bathroom and stop to look at myself in the mirror. My first impression was that I have an awesome tan!! I laughed at myself and realized the girls did a really good job. The make-up complimented my eyes and made my face look fuller and it was really nice. I was a good height and had really long legs. I smile at how lucky I am and start to do what I actually came in here for. Jaz walks in half way and says "So, what do you think?" I smile and say "Thank you for everything! I look amazing!" She laughs and says "Most of it is naturally you. Don't think that it is all of the make-up" I nod and finish my teeth.

Niall's POV

I lie on my bed with no intention to move from it. All of the girls went to Emily to go on a shopping spree. The all feel sorry for her but what about me? She goes and does that and says that I would make it a big deal! I'm the victim in all of this!! I lay there thinking about everything except Emily. I felt like I was going to smash something or cry, either one I REALLY didn't want to do. A knock on the door snaps me out of it. "Niall? It's Liam, please let me in" I sigh and open the door and he looks tired.

"What is it?" I ask quietly and go and sit on the bed again. "To tell you something that Emily didn't want me to tell you." Great! Another secret! "What is it now?!" I half shout. He looks at me in warning and says "It's nothing bad I promise" I wait and he says "The reason she decided to go through with the surgery, is because of you. She wanted to give you what she thought she had to give you. She thinks you dumped her when you said "I'm done" He finished with crossing his arms. She thinks that I dumped her? Over something as silly as this? No, not my Em. "She wouldn't think I dumped her unless I actually told her that we were through" I mutter and close my eyes. Girls are so damn complicated! "That's what her mum told Dani" So? Mums jump to conclusions. Not Emily though not her. "Mum's always do that though! It's just a guilt thing" I say. Liam runs his hand through his hair. Like he was trying to hint something I wasn't getting.

"Niall mate, she did all of this for you and you got angry at her. She is regretting doing all of this!! She wants to be blind again! She hates it! Don't you see?!" It clicked, she was going to... no... she is on a shopping spree, she wouldn't. Not now, though. She could later. I have to fix this.

Emily's POV

We shopped and shopped until I was well... shopped out. I was so tired I really couldn't stand at all. "How do you do this?" I ask Ele and she laughs saying. "You get used to it" I roll my eyes. She probably shops 24/7. I wonder how she gets all of the money! Speaking of money I need a job! "I need to find a place to work" I mutter and look at Jaz "Do you know anywhere that has a help wanted sign?" She shakes her head and says "Go to a music store! They would love to have you there because of your talent!" I nod and then someone taps me on my shoulder. "Excuse me? Emily?" I turn around and a girl about thirteen was standing there with a shy smile "Hello" I smile and she replies "I hope you don't mind but could I ask you a question?" I nod and she says "do you have a career? My dad knows this person who knows another person, it's really complicated, but he saw the Alan Carr interview. He wants to see you play the piano" I stare at the girl in shock. "Um, well, no I don't have a job, but I'll need to speak to the guy" She nods in understanding and hands me a business card. I take it and she looks at me in surprise. "Oh! Nobody in public thinks I can see! Sorry! I had a surgery done. I can see you crystal clear" I say and she looks at me in shock. "Wow! Congratulations! Niall must be thrilled!!"

I rush of pain went through my chest. I felt like saying 'No, he really isn't' but instead said "He was very happy about it all" She smiled and asked for a photo with all of us. Which we gladly gave. We walked away and Jaz said "Looks like you don't have to worry about that job anymore hey?" I nod but the girl bringing up Niall kinda brought me down.

Jaz's POV

We all finish shopping and get into the car again. We were going to go back to Dani's house, but Emily had to pack. I leave her and go to Harry's flat. May as well say goodbye before I go. I knock on the door and Liam answers. "Hello Jaz, Harry is in the kitchen cooking something for Niall." I smile and reply "The lucky boy" We laugh and I go inside. I walk into the kitchen and Niall took one look at me his eyes hopeful but dropped when he sees it was only me. I guess he feels bad. He should. "Jaz!!" Harry shouts and runs to hug me. "How is she?" He whispers in my ear. "Alright, but a fan walked up and brought him up. She is a bit down, but not as bad" He nods and Niall says "Is she okay? Did I hurt her that bad?!" I look at him with cold eyes and not being very merciful say "I have never seen her that upset Niall. You really hurt her." His eyes shine and I realize he was about to cry. My god.

I have committed a criminal offence

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Author's Note:

heheh naughty Jaz making Niall cry!! :D

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