Divergent High

Heart to Heart

" Are you sure you want to do this?" Tobias ask me as he pulls away from our kiss.
I chew on my nails uncertain of what to say. I mean I'm only a Freshman in highschool. I shouldn't but I want to.
"I... uhhh....I" that's all that comes out of my mouth. I can't speak.
"Tris it's fine I understand. You want to watch a movie or something?" I feel relieved that he gets it. I mean I would love to do that with him I just know I'm not ready for that. When will I be ready though?
"I'm sorry it's I want to but I can't."
"I told you already it's fine, If you don't want to fine, I don't care." he snaps at me. Then I can tell by the change of his facial expression he regrets it. Either way that kind of pissed me off.
"I think I should go home. My mom will be expecting me soon anyway." I get off his bed and walk out not even waiting for him to respond. I try and remember the way out of his house. I almost get lost in it but eventually find the front door. I step outside and a gust of wind sends chill down my back. The clouds are pretty dark but who cares if it rains on me. I walk for about five minutes down the sidewalk then a drop of water hits my nose. Then another one, then another one. It's raining pretty hard now and I kind of wish I didn't leave his house after all.
"Tris get in the car I'm sorry." Tobias is driving slowly right next to me.
"I'd rather not."
"Beatrice Prior get in the fucking car." he is getting frustrated with me now.
"I already told you no, why can't you leave it at that... Four." He must be pissed off by that because he takes his car and turns around leaving me all alone . I mean I know I said no but he's suppose to stay and convince me that jerk. I guess I'll just walk the rest of the 25 minutes to my house alone.
It gets pretty boring walking alone. All I have is this stupid rock I've been kicking in front of me for 3 blocks. I put some headphones in and turn the music up loud. Then in the middle of my song something warm hits cheek. I look down to see a French fry. What the heck? I look back up and see Tobias with a bag of mcdonalds. I take the headphones out.
"Are you suuurrrree you don't want to get in the car?" He ask while waving the bag of food around .
I just walk up to the car and he smiles thinking I'm actually getting in. But then I rip the bag out of his hands and take it back onto the side walk.
"You stubborn little jackass." he laughs. "well you leave me with no choice then." He stops the car and parks it along the side of the road. Fiddles around the car then finally gets out.
"Then I'm just going to walk with you." he pops open an umbrella above both of us. "So what's wrong beatrice, I didn't mean to snap at you back there. It just kind of hurt that you turned me down. I'm not mad Because you won't do it with me, I just thought maybe you didn't like me as much as I thought you did."
"Tobias I love you, I'm just a freshman and I think I'm too young. You have to remember how young I really am."
"I love you too and I'm sorry I do forget that your still a freshman. Your just so beautiful and mature that sometime I forget. Forgive me?"
"Of course." I stand on my top toes and give him a peck on the cheek. "now let's get in the car and eat some freakin food. I'm cold and starving." We both laugh.

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I thought I needed a more serious chapter here and there don't ya think ;)