your the reason I'm living (Completed!)

8: bald

but then i heard footsteps coming towards the room, it was the nurses, Rana was sleeping in the bed, she had one of those caps covering her head, i don't think she had hair, but i didn't really care, i was just happy to see her again, i sat right beside her bed and held her hand, it was 4:34pm i gulped watching the heart monitor, then once it hit 4:35pm i closed my eyes, but didn't hear the long 'beeb' like from my dream, instead i heard, "what are you doing?" i opened my eyes and saw Rana just now waking up, i felt stupid, then helped her sit up, but then she grabbed her head and groaned, "my head hurts" she said closing her eyes, i think she remembered me, "you remember me?" i asked, "yeah" she said still closing her eyes, "your my brother" she said and opened her eyes, my eyes went big then she laughed, "I'm just kidding, your my loving boyfriend" she said and kissed my nose,

she then felt a pain in her head again and held her head, "again?, really head?" she asked her...head?, she then gasped and she looked scared, she slowly touched around her head, "w-where's my hair?" she asked frightened, "you had to get it shaved...remember?" i said, "yeah" she said upset, "my beautiful hair" she said pouting, "don't look at me, i look ugly without my wonderful locks" she said covering her face, i removed her hands and kissed her lips softly, "you look beautiful" i said and smiled, i could tell my words didn't do anything, so i kissed her again, "i mean it" i said serious, she then grinned and hugged my neck, "i love you so much" she said crying, "i love you too darling" i said, hugging her back, then after a minute a knock appeared at the door, "can we come in?......" Nara said and peeked the door open, then entered, everyone's jaws dropped seeing her bald, but like i said...she had a cap covering her head, but you could still tell she was bald, i then shook my head at them letting them know not to make a mistake by mentioning anything about it, and they then acted normal like she had hair, "unnie!!!" Nara screamed and hugged Rana,

then the guys all hugged her, "i know you all are shocked by my bald head, no need to act" Rana said lifting a brow not fooled,

they then gave a unsure look, "well...it isn't bad?......you actually look cute bald unnie, just......yeah" Nara said trying to sound as kind as possible,

"no i don't...but thank you for the compliment, i had to get my head shaved, they did brain surgery on me, and they think they got all the cancer out" Rana said which got everyone excited, Rana explained what all happened from her pov, and i was embarrassed and explained what happened from mine, then later the doctor came in, he seemed kinda nervous, "Doctor?" i said confused, "umm, i have some good news and bad news" he said, "bad news?" Rana said, "the cancer removal didn't go as planned..and the cancer's growing a little faster now" he said, "and good news?" i said, "we don't exactly know when she could die or if she will, so you won't have to worry" he said and nodded, Namjoon translated some of it to us, "so......i shaved my head for nothing?!, you prick, you jerk, you bastard, your mom didn't mean to have you!!!" Rana yelled in Korean mad, "what is she saying?" the doctor said, "she says thank sir for letting us know" Namjoon said and smiled,

"oh, i was just asking because she seems rather angry" he said and chuckled, "oh that's just the expression to use when your highly grateful in Korean" Namjoon said and nodded "well, I'll leave you happy kids alone now" he smiled and left, when he did Rana through her shoe at the door, "don't come back!!!" she yelled in English, "calm down Rana...we could get kicked out for threatening and cursing at the doctor" yoongi said in Korean, we were now speaking Korean cause the doctor wasn't there anymore "not if they don't KNOW what we're saying" Rana said and wiggled her eyebrows, "FART HEAD!!!" yoongi yelled in Korean and laughed showing his gummy smile, "i think she was talking about saying more, harsh cursing kinda names...but fart head's good i guess?" Nara said,

"jin doesn't let us curse..." yoongi said and glared at jin, "AND we don't chose to curse......come on yoongi, don't blame it all on me" jin said real sassy, i grinned by the guys argument, but then i heard a hiss, i looked over and saw Rana closing her eyes tight touching her head, "you okay?" i asked concerned, "yeah...it's just the stitches are really something, they hurt like hell" she said groaning in pain, "i could get the doctor if you want" i said, "no hobi...I'm fine, i just need some rest" Rana said and lied on her back, she sighed and closed her eyes, "come on guys, we should let Rana rest...she really deserves and needs it, after all this...she needs sleep" i said and they agreed with me, "well, I'll stay and keep an eye on her" Roger said, him and Lily were there but they both kept quiet, "no Roger...she needs rest, away from us...besides, you need to see the dentist, that back tooth of yours is aching, remember?" Lily asked and wrapped her arm around his, "right, i forgot" Roger said, i could tell he was playing dumb, "yeah right, Kim Roger, i knew you for 32 years, and in those 32 years I've known you to never forget anything...so next time remember who your dealing with before you play dumb, and trust me...you'll remember to" Lily said and winked, she then pulled his arm to leave, "bye everyone, we must be off to the dentist now, i hope Rana dear gets better soon, bye Nara, see you at home" Lily said and walked out, "bye Lily" Nara said and we all bowed as they left,

then soon we left as well, we decided to try to take our minds off the cancer situation and we went to the movies, they wanted to see frozen 2 but i highly disagreed, "i promised to see the rest of the movie with Rana, we got kicked out during it so...we still have some to finish" i said, "did Rana sing 'let it go'?" jimin said joking and chuckled, "actually...for your information it was 'into the unknown' and all the other songs" i said acting like a girl, then Taehyung and jungkook started laughing, but it was kinda a quiet laugh, like how they normally just smile with their mouths slightly opened,

only a couple chapters to go y'all...just me being a little reminder

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