your the reason I'm living (Completed!)

9: your the reason I'm living

so we picked a sad  movie, (Nara begged us to watch it) i don't know if any cinema has this where you guys are, but today was a little thing that they called, 'bring backs' it's where they put old movies in the cinema, (i actually made it up, but pretend it's real for the story) and the sad old movie Nara picked was 'a walk to remember' where a girl had cancer as well, and she dies, and the boyfriend's  heartbroken, great pick, i know...sarcasm, 

       as we watched it i noticed jimin, jin, and Taehyung were already crying, not gonna lie...i cried a bit too, by a little i mean through the whole thing, i was a crying and sobbing mess, but as we all cried yoongi was asleep, Namjoon was focused i think on the story line?...i can't read his mind so i don't know, Nara was resting her head on jungkook's shoulder and they both cried, we all were sobbing except yoongi and Namjoon, then after the movie some girls came up to us shyly and turns out they were sitting behind us and they were ARMY, we took pictures with our red puffy eyes and stuffy noses, then answered questions and stuff like that, but after we did we went to Taehyung's hotel room, the manager was having a dinner with someone, so we were alone, we ate Ramon and talked, then we decided to watch another movie, there was a flat screen in the room so, jungkook and Taehyung were on their bellys on Taehyung's bed, Nara was sitting in the arm chair with her legs curled up to her chest, 

                       Namjoon was sitting in front of the TV, jin was sitting on the manager's bed beside jimin, and yoongi was sitting on the floor with his back propped against the bed, and i was just sitting beside the manager's bed on the other arm chair, since Nara picked last time, us guys decided to pick this time, we watched 'IT' and...well i was so scared, so was jimin Namjoon Nara and jin, but jungkook and Taehyung were fine, they acted like it was just a normal movie, i jumped at least 12 times during 'IT', then later we all fell asleep in the places we were sitting,

<<the next morning>>

i woke up yawning, i stretched my arms out and looked around the room still half asleep, and saw them all past out snoring, i stood up and rubbed my eyes, then i went to use the bathroom, then once i walked out i saw Nara rubbing her eyes and then she scratched her head, i then walked over to the same chair i was asleep in and sat down, "any texts from my sister?" she asked with a tired husky voice, "nope" i responded, "dang...i wanted to go see her today, but i wanted to see if she'll want me to" she said and cleared her throat, "your her dongsaeng...I'm sure she'll be happy for you to go......and I'll come too" i said, "okay then...i need to go home"

she said and stood up stretching, "huh?, why?" i said and stood up too, "i need a shower and clean clothes...I'll meet you at the hospital, okay?" she said as she put on her shoes, "okay, as long as you actually show" i said joking, "of course I'll show...she's my sister hobi" she said and grabbed her phone then stood back up and walked to the door, "meet you there" she said and waved then left, i then sighed and went to my room, then i took a shower and got changed, we only had 2 weeks left till we went back to Korea....and i really wanted Rana to come but she'd say no because even though she technically is Korean, her heart belongs to L.A and this is where she wants to spend her last days, in L.A, 

        so i kept all thoughts to myself as i left, i did however leave a text for Namjoon of where i was going and how long I'd probably be gone, i asked one of the nurses if i was aloud to see her, they said she had difficulties breathing in her sleep so a doctor was in there checking up on her, and that meant i had to wait, i waited for i don't know how long till the nurse said i could go in, when i saw her i felt warm and happy, she gave me a weak smile as she lightly licked her dry lips and tried breathing in and out, it was very lumpy and weak, so i walked to her bed and sat in the place i always did, "don't mind my breathing, it's kinda slow and not quite there" she said quiet and weak, "but your breathing can't be slow...that isn't good" i said worried, "it's okay, I'm still breathing aren't i?" she replied, "you are...but" i said looking down, "you want to know something?...something special i haven't told anyone?" she asked me,