your the reason I'm living (Completed!)

4: leukemia

I just kept a poker face, then the girl looked disappointed, "oh, you both DO look good together, i just wish young couples would come here often, we're losing service because of it, they think it's a old people restaurant because no young people come here" she said and picked up two sets of chopsticks, then she signaled us to follow, as we followed she brought us to a two seated table, she then put the chopsticks down on each side, "the Sushi bar is that way....if you need anything you can ask the staff, I'll be up front" she pointed and said then bowed and walked away, we waved bye, hobi then went to go get the Sushi, when i grabbed his wrist, "no, let's talk for a moment...please?" She asked with a worried face, I sighed and we both sat down,

"what's wrong?" i asked, "what?" He said confused, "listen...i know you don't like being my friend" i said kinda upset, "wait...no, that's not it at all" he tried to explain, "then what's wrong?" i asked again, "i uh......I've not been feeling well lately...so that's why i have been acting weird" he said and chuckled, "you don't feel good?......if so, then i could walk you back to where ever" i said kinda worried "no...hehehe...i'm fine now, i just um" he tried to say something, but i couldn't understand.....it's probably because he's a man, the kind of people no woman could understand, i sighed and raised my voice, "just get to the point!!!" i said, he looked frightened, "i uh...I've been sick for more then a month, the doctor said i could have something really serious, so if i act even weirder you know that's why, hehehe" he said, i couldn't believe it...i wasn't alone!!!, i felt over joyed that someone else might have what i have too, but i didn't want him to go through the pain as well, i giggled, "what?" he asked with sweat going down his face, "so you might have it too!!!" i said excited, "have what?" he asked confused, "you might have leukemia too!!!" i said happy, his face turned white, i then realized he probably was judging me, i stopped smiling and looked shy, "you have what?!" he said shocked,

"are you judging me?" i said with a calm quiet voice, "what?, NO!!!...i just.....why haven't you told me?!" he said mad, "i didn't know you well, i didn't think i could trust you!!!" i said with tears in my eyes, "you didn't think you could trust me?" he said kinda hurt, "and why does it matter?...you have it too!!!" i blurted out, he gave me a unsure look then i realized, "oh gosh....you don't have it" I said and covered my face in embarrassment " i was gonna tell you, bu-" he went to speak when my anger got the best of me, "but what?!...you lied to me!!!, you probably said it to mock me!!!" i removed my hands from my face then i said crying, "no, that's not true!!!" he yelled back firmly, i then kept quiet, after we both calmed down he said something, "look...i don't care that you have cancer...i don't, it wouldn't make me stop loving you for the world" he said, my face turned red, i slowly looked up at him, he was grinning, "y-you love...me?" i said kinda shocked, "uh-huh" he nodded with happiness in his eyes, "oh hobi" i said and stood up, i then grabbed my things, "you just had to say it didn't you?" i said and ran out of the restaurant, "say what?!" he yelled back as i ran back to the apartments,

<<J-hope's POV>>

as she ran out i felt embarrassed, everyone was staring at me, i then bowed and embarrassedly ran out, i then sadly walked back, i put my hands in my pockets and slowly walked down the sidewalk looking at my feet, i sighed real big, "why is love so hard?...and why did you tell her your feelings?...idiot" i asked myself, i then reached the hotel, as i walked in the room i saw the guys chilling, when they saw me they excitedly stood up, "so?" jimin asked, "what happened?" Taehyung asked, "nothing.......much" i said upset, "much?" jungkook said scrunching his nose confused, "well actually" i explained the whole day to them, and all they said after was, "oooooh" "wait...she has cancer?" jin asked surprised, "yeah, that was my reaction......i just want to die now" i said and plopped on the bed, i sat there closing my eyes, then slowly a tear fell down my cheek, "don't be sad hobi....that's my job" i heard a voice which i assume was yoongi, then i heard a hit, "ouch....actually, what i meant was, that's my job, yours is to be happy and to cheer me up, so don't be depressed" yoongi said again,