Stuff about me or things I want to get off my chest. I know some will ridicule me, but it's just writing helps me get my emotions out and in control. Also some ideas I have!
So thank you all for reading this, even though I know not many will read th...
The quiet it can surround me even when I'm surrounded by noise.
Can I face losing others and not cry when I know they want me to smile.
I sometimes feel lonely, even when I'm surrounded by my family and friends.
I'm a person, who can't understand myself. Who am I? Why am I here? Would anyone care if I disappeared? Would I be missed?
Would there be love for me in the future? Why do I feel so many emotions at the same time? Sadness, despair, anger, hate and just confusion for everything. I feel though I won't get anywhere in the world. Would I be able to do what I want without thinking about all the bad things that could happen?
I want to be brave, but my mind tells me I shouldn't. I want to follow my heart, but how can I when it's broken? Would I ever work up the courage to face the world? Can I learn how to say, "I can face the world!", instead of "I don't know if that's a good idea..."? Can I face the world without turning away?
I hide these thoughts behind a happy charade. I want others to be happy. Sometimes they just throw me aside like garbage. And I take it as I didn't do enough to make them happy. What can I do to make others happy and not have myself thrown into the dirt?
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