You know I sometimes think about ending it all. Because my little brother is an asshole who tells me I'm worthless and that no one likes me, that I'm a beast and that he hates me. I haven't done anything to him, but when I try to be nice he's like, "No one asked you so shut up" or "I hate you just leave"
He just makes me feel so useless and underappreciated that I just want to kill myself. My mother doesn't even do anything about it because she does on her little "princess" at least my sister sticks up for me. She has my back and appreciates me.
Sometimes I feel like if I did kill myself my family would be happier. Who wants a daughter who thinks she can't even do anything that will do good. Or a daughter that doesn't do sports because she's more of a music and books person. Sometimes life is just so hard for me because I think to much about a situation and what could go wrong. Legit I'm crying as I type this. My brother was literally saying "I hate who I'm sitting by." While I was sitting by him in the car. And when we were getting out he climbed over the seats and fucking kicked me in the chest without even apologizing. And when I told him something about it my dad goes "Lindsey stop complaining." Like wtf?
I hate when all of them does that to me, making my little brother look innocent.
Right now I'm walking my dog and crying while listening to sad Nightcore music, so thanks for reading this chapter about my stupid fucking life.
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