Chapter 12

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Kits POV
TRIGGER WARNING⚠️
Going to that party was the worst choice I ever made.

8 months ago
Luke and I have been dating for about 2 months and the guy treats me like royalty even though I tell him he doesn't have to. We were invited to a party and we were meeting there.

We have been her for a couple of hours but a Luke had to go home but said could say so I did. I regretting staying though the second I saw Ryan walk through the door. What the hell is he doing here? He walks over to be and gives me a smirk to which I bluntly tell him to fuck off. He looked mad but walked away but knowing him he would come back and try to piss me off somehow.

I went to get another drink and as I was about to rake a sip a girl I used to dance with came over and hugged me. She was really nice and I hadn't spoken to her for a long time.

What neither of us knew was that while I say my drink down to hug her someone put something in it... and that's when everything went downhill.

I finished my drink and began feeling really dizzy. I held onto the door frame to keep my balance when one of the guys Ryan was friends with cane over and helped me steady myself. "You can go into the spare room if you don't feel well" he said politely before helping me up the stairs. He helped me lie down before heading for the door. But as he left I heard him talking to another voice. "You owe me for this" was all I heard. I was nearly unconscious when I looked over to see Ryan taking his clothes off. The only thing I could think before passing out was, "fuck".

I woke up the next morning confused about where I was. I knew this wasn't the room I came to last night but as I looked around I slowly came to the realisation that I was in Ryan's room. I looked over and Ryan wasn't there and j began to try and think about Th e night before but the last thing I remember was talking to Lily, my old friend from dance.

I walked downstairs in a hoodie I found and saw Ryan at the table with his parents and younger brother. They smiled at me and Ryan explained how I had no way home and he offered for me to stay there but he said he slept in the spare room. Which I know was a lie because his phone was on the charger in his room and his shoes where by his bed.

I decided to walk home after thanking him and leaving still confused about the night before and why Ryan suddenly gave a shit.

*2 weeks later*
I ran to the bathroom once more to throw up. This had been happening nearly every morning for the past couple of weeks and my period was also off which confused me a lot because it's always extremely consistent. 26th-30th of every month. It's never any different. I decided to go to Ryan's to ask him about what happened that night and why I was at his place.

I got there and his parents where gone but he was still there. We sat in his room as I asked him what had happened and why I was at his house that morning. He said I got drunk and asked him if I could stay but I knew he was lying because last time he said that I had no way home and he offered me his room. "Ok. Now tell me what actually happened and don't bullshit me this time" I said sternly. And then he did something I never wanted someone to do again. He hit me. I winced as I held my cheek where he hit me as I yelled at him, "what the fuck!" "Ok listen. Since I broke up with you I haven't been able to fuck anyone because they're all taken so you're gonna break up with Luke and be with me again." He said with a scary look in his eyes. "Sorry what!" I yelled confused as hell. "I have needs and you're gonna help me" he said as he moved closer and started taking his shirt off. "Ryan what the hell are you doing?" I said as he moved closer. "Shut the fuck up or I swear to god I will tell everyone about your little self harming issue" he spat. At that moment I didn't know what to do. He came closer and began taking off my shirt but I tried pushing him away but I knew it was useless because he was a lot stronger than me. He forced his lips on mine but I didn't miss back. Instead I was trying to figure out a way to get the hell out. White he was undoing his belt I tried to get up and run but he grabbed me by the hair and punched me before kicking me in the ribs. "You're nothing but a fucking useless slut so stop trying to leave" he said before dragging me up by my hair and pinning me against the wall where he began roughly kissing me neck and his hand went lower down my waist. I felt myself crying and I knew I had to do something but I was frozen and scared.

After it happened he walked away like nothing had happened. He came back a few minutes later and I was still frozen and mortified of the person in front of me. "So you're gonna do what I said and break up with Luke or I'm gonna tell everyone and say that you forced yourself on me" I didn't even know what to say so I just nodded slightly. He gave me my phone and told me to call Luke and told me to end it.

Please don't pick up...
"Hey Kit what's up?" He asked sweetly. I looked at Ryan and he gave me a look anyone would be afraid of. "We're over. Done. Please don't talk to me again." I said trying not to cry before hanging up and crying. "Oh shut up it's not like anyone actually cares about you. Get out and I'll let you know when I need you next. And tell you're family that we're back together. Invite me over maybe." He said carelessly.

How did I let this happen? I think to myself. But the one thought I can't get out of my head is what about Luke? I hurt him and he's the one person who would never hurt anyone.

Hey. So this chapter was really hard for me to write because I've experienced someone touching me when I didn't want to be touched and someone trying to hurt me. Not to the degree written but that doesn't make it any better. For anyone who's been through something like this please talk to someone and I know it's easier said than done but people don't deserve to get away with this sort of thing. Love you all and the next chapter will be up soon xxxx

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