How Life be Without You (NaLu)

Chapter 28: Nights Thoughts

Natsu Pov.

After a while, I reached my home and walked in with happy. Happy went straight to his bed and fell asleep. While I go sit on my bed, trying to understand why I'm feeling so weird. What's ever bothering me, is making me feel so unlike me. I just want to sit and sulk over being loud... I shouldn't be feeling like this. Who cares if Luce is sharing a bed with someone else... who cares it isn't me.... I clenched my fist more I think about this. It shouldn't matter! It shouldn't!! But it does!!!!!! I get up and starts pacing my room with annoyance. I can't but help this feeling I'm feeling. I just want to be with Luce!!!! She's been gone for four years! She's back, first she goes on a mission with levy first! Over asking me or going on one with me first. Yes I know I went as well, but she still chose to do a mission with levy first! Not with me! Why with her!!!? I should have been the one she chose. I was the one that brought her to fairy tail.. I was the one.... I'm the one that cares for her the most... Maybe... That's it!!!! I'll ask her to go on a mission with me and happy tomorrow!!! Just like old times! So we can actually spend time with each other!!! Also Sweet be coming along, that give happy company as well... maybe I can get some alone time with Luce! Wait why do I need alone time with Luce. She's my best friend. I sit back down and goes into my thoughts even more.

Happy Pov.

I watched Natsu pace around the room with annoyed look on his face. I know something bugging him but I can't figure it out! He's my best friend and here I can't help him, but then again he didn't help me with that chair monster! Yes I know that happened long time ago. A cat can hold a grudge you know, but I'm seriously worried about Natsu. I just stared at him when he does a fist pump into the air. He sat down and started thinking. Which is making me kinda worry for him. His heat about to start, he never acted like this for four years. I don't know what's was different during this time. Gajeel acted like this with Levy was with those two guys. What got Natsu so riled up to this point. I sigh in relief when he finally lays down to sleep.  I slowly get comfy again and fall asleep for real this time.

Lucy Pov.

I was woken up by someone staring at me few hours ago. What it felt like was kinda making me feel safe but that shouldn't be making me feel safe. I wonder if it was Natsu...  No it wouldn't be. He knows I'm busy...  I guess that never stopped him before... where is he. I expected him to show up, and seeing Ezra getting after him for his stupidity..... I smile warmly when I first met Erza. Erza got Natsu acting like Happy! I still can't believe how long it has been.. I just can't believe it, but it's true. I wonder how my dad doing...... I should go visit him one day... I wonder how guild life going for him. I love him but I still have hate for what he did to me. To Fairy Tail.... my home. This is my home now. My family. My everything. I want a family of my own one day. I wonder when I get it. How long do I have to wait.... Natsu probably wouldn't want to be with me.... I sigh and looks out my window and at the moon. A smile graced my lips when I remembered one night

~Flashback ~

"WHY ARE WE OUT HERE AT MIDNIGHT!!!!" I yelled over the wind that was blowing heavily. Blizzard just looks at me and kept going. He wasn't slowing down. He just keeps going and making sure I was following him. We been walking for half an hour. He won't let me call on any my celestial spirits! So I'm actually stuck walking!! I hate this but can't believe I'm actually not tired. My stamina been doing better and improving everyday. Out of no where the wind stops, making me stop and look around. We were on top of a mountain, but something was off. "What happened to the wind?" I asked Blizzard. Blizzard chuckles while he turns into his human form. "This place is called the quiet place." He told me but could tell he was hiding something. "You find out what this place means when the times right. To me this place is where I come to be able to think. This is a place can be anything you want it to be!" He informs me. I tilted my head at him then look up and gasps. Then moon was beautiful . It was a full moon, it was so clear as day. No lights. No storms. Nothing in the way to see it. The stars surrounding it was spectacular as well. Just something out of a book! I smiles and look at Blizzard. Guess what though. He was gone but left a note

Note-Your next training step, is to get off this mountain and back home by only using your senses. No magic. Listen, ear, feel, and listening to your heart.

~Flashback over~

Chuckling at the memory and shaking my head. I gotten lost for five dang hours. I can't believe that I didn't freeze to death before I got back to our camp sight! Chuckling still, I get up and head back to bed with Levy. Tomorrow I want to go on a mission with Natsu and Happy.