Guns And Bloody Roses

Chapter Eleven: Thoughts

“That was Seungcheol. He says that as soon as she's released she is to be moved to his place and that she will be protected by all units there.” Jeonghan said walking back in. 

“Why can’t I just stay at Josh’s place?” I asked

“Don’t argue with Seungcheol’s orders right now. He’s not in the best mood today.” He replied.

“Okay but that leaves the question of when is Emma actually getting out?” Dokyeom asked.

“According to her charts it says shes making amazing progress in her recovery.” Jihoon said.

“So I can leave soon?” I asked excitedly.

“Maybe. You’ll have to wait for the doctor to visit and sign off on it.” She said before finishing her checkup and leaving the room.

I had a shred of hope for leaving this place shoot through my body. I can’t wait for this doctor.

We waited a few hours for the doctor to come in and examine me to give me the okay to get escorted to my personal ‘safe haven’ 

When it was finally approved by the doctor that I can leave I got dressed and was ready to go before any of the guys. 

No sooner than they discharged me were we already on our way to Seungcheol's place. 

I rode with Josh on the way there. The ride itself was silent as we enjoyed each other's company. That is until he pulled over. 

"What are you doing Josh?" I asked. 

"I just. I have to ask something. I might sound a bit crazy though." He replied in a nervous tone. 

"What's wrong?"

"I… need to know. Do you have… some sort of feelings for me…?" He asked blushing harshly. 

I was stunned by his question. Do I have feelings for Josh? He's so sweet and I mean, he barely even knew me and yet on the night Chanyeol kidnapped me he rushed to me, forced me to the hospital. Then again, who wouldn't do that to someone who was kidnapped and tortured? But then again. He also let me stay at his place, gave up his bed, and slept in a chair next to me so I'd be at peace while I sleep. He Lastly, he's just...Joshua. I can't help but have my heart race when he's next to me. I sighed and looked at him seriously. 

"Yeah. I think I do."

He breathed a sigh of relief and smiled widely. 

"Oh good. I guess I'm not that crazy after all. "

"If you are then I guess that makes me crazy."

He smiled and leaned closer. Then closer. Then we kissed. It was a long drawn out sweet kiss. Like everything else disappeared. That is until his phone rang. 

"Hello?" He said seriously. 

As he sits and listens to the person on the other end of the phone. As he does his face falls to one that reads nothing but fear and anger. 

He ends the call and looks at me. 

"Josh what is it?" I asked. 

"We have to get to Seungcheols now." He said starting the car back up and getting back on the road. 

"Josh. Seriously, what's going on?" 

He ignored me and continued driving until we reached Seungcheols. All the other units were there.