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Our lips connected and I felt....

Absolutely nothing. The kiss lingered but when we pulled away I regretted it. I have no feelings toward Sterling my head was telling me I do but my heart was going in the completely opposite direction. Sterling looked at me "Hanna so what do you say? Do you want to be my real girlfriend?" I felt so bad why would I kiss him? I totally just led him on! I am a horrible person.

I looked at Sterling. I had to tell him how I really feel. I opened my mouth to talk but he cut me off. "Hanna I know you love Cody." He said with a slight grin. "Then why did you tell me you liked me and kiss me?" I asked very confused. "Because I was hopping me telling you this would remind you of your feelings for Cody. Did it work?" He looked like a mixture of scared and determination. "Do you think I should give cody another chance?" I ask. "I think that if I loved someone as much as you love Cody then I would keep giving that person chances until they did something that made me not love them anymore. We are all just human. We make mistakes, but you have to give each other time to learn from these mistakes." Sterling says.

"That's an amazing way to think about it!" I say. "I'll give you time to think about it." Sterling says. I make him comfortable in a guest bedroom then I go and jump into my bed.

The next morning I woke up to the smell of bacon. I walk down stairs to find sterling and my dad making breakfast. "What are your plans for today?" Sterling asks. "I'm going to the Simpsons and having a little conversation with cody." I say. I look up at Sterling and he smiles.

{Cody's house}

I walk up to the big door and hold my hand out ready to knock. But I can't do it. My hand was shacking from how nervous I am. I finally find the strength to knock once. I hear footsteps coming toward the door. Tom opens the door and let's me in. "Where's cody?" I ask. "In his room with a friend." Tom says. I make my way to Cody's room and I hear hushed noises. I open the door to find Cody making out with some girl. They pull apart and Cody's eyes grow 3x there regular size. " oh my I am so sorry! I should have knocked. Ill just leave now." I said as I quickly turned around and closed his door. I ran as fast as I could out if his house and to mine. I sit on a bench in my front yard and just let the tears fall. I'm not mad at him. I'm mad at myself for not realizing how much I love him earlier. I cry with my head in my hand.

Suddenly I feel an arm rap around my shoulder. I look up to find Cody looking back at me. "I am so sorry Hanna." He said. "Why are you sorry Cody? You shouldn't be." I said trying to hold back the tears. "I'm sorry for not fighting for you! I'm sorry for just letting you leave! I'm sorry for not telling you I love you when I saw you on tour." Cody says also trying to hold back tears.

I find my self staining into his eyes. We both lean in and our lips meet. It feels like a thousand fire crackers going off!

"What about that girl in your room?" I ask as we pull apart. "She was no one compared to you. As soon as you ran out of my room she broke up with me because she said she could see the love in my eyes and it wasn't love for her." Cody replies.

I feel tears running down my face as cody raps his arms around my waist and hold me close. "Cody, I love you." I whisper. "With all my heart." Cody whispers back to me.

We spent the rest of the day with each other. We did nothing particularly fun but it was one of the best days of my life because I got to spend it with my true love! It feels great to have him back in my arms.

I had taken a long break from school and just did independent study. I decided I needed to go back to school to socialize with other teenagers.

{February 24}

Today is my first day back at school. Every one is very welcoming. At lunch I made my way to the bench where all of my friends meet. But now there was a new girl sitting by them. I walk up to my friends and nine of them even say hi. The new girl turns to face me and gives me a death stair. "Um, hi I'm Hana." I say sticking my hand out to shack hers. She just looks at it. "I know who you are. Do you remember me?" She says In a very sower tone. I think for a second, I know I have seen her some where but I can't remember where. "I'm really sorry I don't remember." I say apologetically. Jordan glares up at me from her spot on the bench. "Is there something you would like to say?" I ask her. I was so over people pushing me around I was very straight forward. But Jordan didn't say anything she just stood up and walked away. I look at Bailey and Mackenzie but they both just look away from me with disgust. I look back at the new girl and she gives me a little grin. But it wasn't a nice welcoming one it was a 'Haha I win'. Kind of grin.

I quickly walk away making my way over to an empty bench. I see someone sit next to me "so Hana I was wondering do you want to go to the movies with me?" I hear a boys voice say. I look up and find myself looking at a sophomore boy names Chance. He looked kinda cocky and that pissed me off. "I'm sorry chance but I have a boyfriend." I say sweetly to him. He looks kinda disappointed but not hurt. He stood up to walk away but I grabbed his arm. "Chance do you see that girl over there sitting by Mackenzie? Do you know her name?" I ask. He looked over where I had directed him. "Ya that's Katie. I hear she was dating some really famous guy." Chance sad before walking away.

I pull out my phone and group message Cody and Alli.

Me: who knows of a girl named Katie, she has really light brown hair and she's kinda short?

Alli: Cody.......

Me: cody? Do you know her?

Cody: um well you remember the other day when you walked in on me and that girl? That girls name is Katie, and she fits your description

Me: sweet balls of furry

Cody: why?

Alli: what's wrong?

Me: she goes to my school..... And is turning everyone agents me....

Cody: shit

Alli: ill cut a bitch (not really, sorry violence isn't my thing)

The bell rings and I put my phone away and walk to class. I sit in my seat and stair at a wall.

A loud ringing goes off in my head and brings me out of my lala land. I look around frantically to find the noise and realize it was the bell telling is schools out. I walk out to the parking lot and sit down waiting for the driver to pull up. I pull out my phone and call him to see where he is. He tells me there is a lot of traffic going into this lot so he will meet me out back.

I walk to the back of the school where no one gets picked up. I notice another girl walking the same way and stop in my tracks. It's Katie. I peer from around the wall to see where he was going. I see her get into a old beat up Chevy truck. The man driving looked mean. He looked like one of the men from movies about men breaking out of prison. Katie didn't look happy to be in the car with him, and I found myself feeling bad for her. She has to go to a school with a bunch of rich and famous ass wholes, and hide who she really is so she wouldn't be an outcast. I know she's trying to steel my friends but at this point in time all I want to do is give her all of my friends... Or just something to give her a better life.

Her truck pulled away just as my dads limo pulled up. I made sure she could see back here and walked to the limo and slid in. I had to find a way to help Katie. No matter how mean she is.....

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