Teenage Dirtbag L.H

I'm(11)so stfu

I woke up in an unfamiliar bed with smashing headache and nothing but an oversized Green day shirt.

"Shit." I mumbled under my breath

"Yeah. I'd figured you'd say that" A raspy voice

"Did we-"

"Yeah." Calum clarified

"Like fully-"

"Yeah all the way Renee" he said

Oh my god. Oh my god. What did I just do.

I did the only thing I knew. I ran

I grabbed my belongings and ran out.

I put on my clothes and drove home

I couldn't deal with this.

I walked straight into my room and shut the door, It's like i'm in a parallel universe, I slept with Calum and got wasted

Later that day

*Ren's POV*

I heard a knock on the door and decided to open it because obviously mother wouldn't have knocked

It was Luke.

"What do you want." I rhetorically ask,

"I-I-I need to see you." He begs,

"I don't want to see you." I turn around into my bed,

"Is it true."

Shit.

My body just felt like I had been electrocuted repeatedly to the point that I can't move anymore,

"Is what true?" I quietly spoke,

"You slept with that scum." His voice filled with nothing but disgust.

I turn around and sat up,

I couldn't look at him.

"Don't give me that."

"Give you what."

"You're the one that was getting your dick sucked by some slut."

"I DIDN'T SLEEP WITH HER." He argued

"You probably would of if I didn't find you in the fucking girls bathroom."

"I made a mistake. I know that I'm a screw up I've always have been and I always will. But you, you're pure you had a bright light that has now burned out by the one person I hate more than anything or anyone. I know that I hurt you but by you sleeping with Calum it destroyed me and let him win. He took your sweet, pure virginity and he couldn't possibly love you the way I do."

"What do you mean let him win?" I question

"One night, I was completely shattered because was fed up with everything put on my plate at the time." He looked down in shame

Words didn't come out of my mouth. My lips formed into an O shape but no words or noise came out.

"I wish It was all different, that none of this happened.That I can just love you in peace without anything or me inter fear with us. I want us, I want there to be an us, I want you." He said as he slowly picked his head up.

"Calum and I had been best of friends and every time I would go over to his house my dad would drop me off and our parents would talk for ages while Calum and I played FIFA but some days his girlfriend would be there. She was a character. She came off as nice but behind Calum's back she would try to get with me and I wouldn't let it happen. I always pushed it off because she was never worth our friendship soon to be brothership. After a while dad married his mom and we became step brothers and it was great because we were already brothers. We grew up together so it never felt any different. Until he changed, he got into a different crowd with different people and this one night I tried telling him about Lily but he wouldn't listen." he said

*Flashback* LUKES POV

"Hey Lukey" Lily said as she grabbed my junk "Want to have some fun?"

"No, you're trash that Calum doesn't see."I spat out

"I know how to have a good time. I let loose of all my worries and just relax." from her mouth to my ears

I pushed her off me and went to find Calum. It was a party I got dragged too.

"Calum, I don't know how to say this, but Lily is a slag. She keeps coming all up on me. I push her back but she keeps on coming back." I told

I look at him with concerned eyes to be returned with cold black ones.

"My Lily, HA! You couldn't get a girl like her mate even if you tried! Look at you, you're still a virgin that hasn't drank. You're a virgin that can't even drive" He says in front of his friends that all laugh like he had told a joke. He just did. The joke was me.

I ran out and drank like there was no limit and no tomorrow.

After a bottle of patron, it was all hazy I just remember waking up with a blonde and not even feeling bad about it because that was the night that changed me. I lost my glasses and got contacts. Got new piercings and a few tatts and grew a pair of balls and most of all I changed my attitude

Calum and I later found out that the blonde was Lily and went completely bonkers but I wasn't scared anymore in fact I wasn't scared from anyone and more people became afraid of me and Instead of getting bullied I became the scarecrow of the guys but yet thrilling to the female gender.

I taught him a lesson in the worst way that nobody can fuck with me anymore

He came up to me one day wanting to fight and I tried to walk away with some pride and dignity but he didn't let that happen because he got his buddies in on it too surrounding me

If this was a while ago I would have just went into fetal position but I fought back this time I am done dealing with this shit.

Eventually our parents noticed because Calum and I would be beating each other senseless while washing up for dinner

End of Flashback Still Luke's Pov

"We basically tore our parents marriage apart" I explained

She just sat there on the bed not a sound or noise peeping out of her

"Well say something."

She continued to sit there just looking at her hands, silence was heard except for the occasional breathe.

I went up to her and shook her shoulders

"Say something. Anything.I just told a part of my dark past and i've never done that with anyone else and thats only because I want to show you how much I trust you and how important you are to me." I complied to her

She finally looked up from her little hands.

She looked me in the eye.

And walked out the door.

Not sure if she just walked out of that door or my life.

I AM SO SORRY DO NOT HATE ME FOR THIS SORRY IT HAS BEEN A WHILE BECAUSE I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF STUFF WITH SCHOOL AND PERSONAL STUFF SO I AM SORRY ILY KEVINATORS