Last note was from 13th January
And they were together by then problably
Atleast she posted that on 16th
But I knew since December that he wants to be
With someone from robotics
And I thought it was someone else
Well, I was wrong
But since I already knew by then he wants
To be with someone
I tried to get over him
But now that I finally saw them
I know I lost all the chances
I never had
I lost my first debate match
And my chances with him
In the same day
I was so sad and disappointed
For a day almost
Then I had to go to exercises
And I felt way better
And when I came home
I was happy
Fine
Again
And I realised that the fact he had a girlfriend
Was what was needed to finish this crush
And I finally let it go
At some point I started to hate him
Resent him, actually
But when I'll go to school again
And have to stay in the same class
And to see him
Will I hate him or ignore him?
Anyway, nobody must find out about this
Ever
Which is easy, because I didn't manifested any interest toward him
And because I usually hide my feelings
So nobody suspects this
And never will
CITEȘTI
Thoughts
RandomSome thoughts I posted on Tumblr that become some kind of diary. I'll try to update everytime I realise something or when something happen.
