Thoughts

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I simply know I'll be fine, because I can go over anyone, and at least now I see the truth and pretend nothing ever happened.

The interesting thing is that I wasn't jealous on the other girls, I felt kinda betrayed and disappointed.

In that night I promised that if he won't observe me then I'll get over him.

And at the last dance he was near me, so if he wanted to invite me he had the chance. And that time I finally realised the truth.

I never felt so hard the difference between classmates and friends until now.

But I can play this game too. I can pretend I don't care about him until I really won't. And my feelings start to fade away already.

I lost hope on him, but not on finding someone.

"Don't look in others what you should find in yourself."

So if I liked he was caring, smart, a true leader, funny, kind, honest and charming, I can’t be all these things and I don't really want to try, but at least I have something to learn from him.

Only now I realized how many qualities he have, but now is too late.

And I hope one day I'll find someone like him.