Thoughts

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Sometimes I think he actually is heartbroken
But he just hides it
And I also think
Something happen to him in the past
Because nobody becomes a player without a reason
And Im really sorry I didn't had the chance to meet him earlier
Had the chance to know him better
But if he doesn't want to be my friend
I can’t force him
If is meant to be
It will be
No matter what
But... is also time for me to hide it
Forever
At least I saw who he was before he had the chance to hurt me
And those bittersweet memories
I don't want to lose them
I just have to forgive, not to forget
But how could I ever forget
The first time someone invited me to dance
And the first time a stranger take care of me
How could I ever forget?
That evening was one of the best in my life
Because I was with them
And they accepted me
Just for myself
For the first time
I wish the next trip would be alike
Because that was the first time
I really felt happy
And awake
I was having fun
I didn't care about anything
I felt free
Just like them
For the first time
It was a memorable night
I just wish it would have lasted longer
But the memory
Is in my heart
I felt betrayed
But also appreciated and cared for
I realised I can go over anyone
No matter what
And... people say love never fails
So if it fails it wasn't love
And I totally agree