Thoughts

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Is so strange, after you give up on someone aren't you supposed to see how bad they were?

Because now I realise how many qualities he had and I give up and I lost all these , but I simply don't want to try anymore, since is pointless.

Haven't seen him since the prom, so is easier for me to forget him, but after I go back to school and I have to see him again, not even observing me most of the time and then randomly talking to me, it will be harder, I think.

And I don't even know what I want. I think he deserve a girl who truly loves him, not the girl he is talking to mostly, altough he had a different partner at the prom, so I don't know if he likes her or not, but for his sake I hope he doesn't. If they'll ever be together I have a feeling it won't last long, because they don't match, he is way better than her.

Anyway, I just hope he'll be happy and maybe we'll be friends. Not now, not this week, not this month, but one day...