I wished for everything i wanted ,but im too weak to do it

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(Kirishima POV)
(A/N guys I can't stop faking my smile h3lp)
I walked down stairs each light step I stepped on making a creaking sound on the stairs finally. I saw there stood the man that made my life a living hell at home
Hey dad......
I said to my father that stood there clearly pissed this man was my father I can't look at my father's eyes without feeling fear crawl in my veins since that day.......................
(Flashback Haha right at the good part too 😈)
It was my birthday I was only 2 turning 3 ,but I could remember it like yesterday because of what happened I got up my cheeks still stinged from his slapping and beating the living the shit out from yesterday when I was asking him what am I getting for my birthday? I remember his eyes filled with hatred before he punched me and cause me to fly back and hitting the wall as I cough blood as bounced off it before i fell to the floor you honestly i think im going to get a worthless shit like you  have a present hayato! That's enough! He's just a kid! My mother yelled her loose black. Her hair hanging past her shoulders get out of my way you stupid woman ryusei! My father yelled slapping my mother her body was tossed across the room and her head hit the floor she didn't move she didn't make a she just layed there sprawled on the floor blood matting her perfect hair my father kicked me punched me until I became numb each time he punched me he said something, but the funny thing is his abuse isn't what hurted the most it was his words I knew that then I still know that now words are the very thing that hurt people the most not actions words you hear get inflicted in your mind and stick to it leaving scars that can never be erased because you'll still remember it it will rewind in your mind like a film maker over and until these words force you off the edge until you want to break it
Slut
Bitch
Pain is the ass
Whore
Worthless
Useless
Ugly
Shit
Helpless
Nobody
Asshole
Ungrateful brat
Maybe if you go die in a ditch and burn in hell maybe then I'll be happy
The man said leaving me there broken bleeding helpless I just wanted to ask I thought cleaning my wounds in the bathroom maybe if I die he will be happy I began laughing hysterically like a fucking maniac that is my job to made my parents happy ,but I just end up being more of a pain in the ass I went and got a bottle if bleach hope your happy now I said before gulping the whole entire bottle down I felt the clear liquid burn my throat as I drank it I felt dizzy really dizzy hope you hap- I didn't get to finish my sentence since I blacked out on the floor I felt a burning pain in my stomach as I squinted my eyes in pain I felt sick so sick I quickly crawled to the toilet and vomited I wiped the saliva on my mouth I looked in the toilet there was blood i flushed it i was up all night soon it was my birthday I layed on the floor every muscle in my body ached I looked at my wrist the veins there were black
Fuck u bleach!
I thought getting up I looked at myself my eyes were red and puffy and had dark circles under them my hair was a plain black it felt so plain I was so plain my whole life is plain ,but what do i do? I stand there and watch it burn hoping it will ease my pain ,but it can't erase my memories I went downstairs it was 10:00 am I heard yelling and shouting oh no.......
Im the bad parent say the one that beats there kid to death!
That kid needs to be taught a fucking lesson he's too demanding!
Too demanding! Too demanding!!!
What the fuck is wrong with you!?!
Your not the woman you used to be ryusei!
Yeah because I actually care about my kid instead of being a dick to them!
I hate you! I hate you I hate you! I don't know why the fuck i married you! Mom grabbed a knife and stabbed her heart there are you fucking happy now you bastard! My mother yelled........ I couldn't hold myself back when I saw my mom do that ........ mommy? I said quietly my father grabbed me and putted a bag over my head I hear a thud oh no mommy? I thought tears falling i was grabbed and threw in the back seat of the car duck tape over my mouth my father took me and pushed me out the car and shoved me to the side of a bridge he took off the bag I could finally breathe again I was being suffocated in that bag I saw him holding mom's limp body say goodbye boy my father said snarling bye bye mommy if anyone asks she committed suicide you got that boy he said grabbing the collar of my shirt i nodded he threw me in the backseat and we drove home it was silent
(End of Flashback)
Brat your fucking report card came! My father shouted while chugging down vodka he opened it and looked at it 95 percent average 95! You fucking disgrace! 95 is a fucking zero bitch! He said punching me giving me a black eye and a split lip and a cut on my cheek I beat your useless ugly ass later go put on some fucking makeup and get your heels on the boys are coming over tonight again and they are paying a whole ton of money to have some fun. So got put on some makeup and don't fuck this up or I'll beat till your nearly dead and leave you to bleed out on the floor before I hang you to dry

 So got put on some makeup and don't fuck this up or I'll beat till your nearly dead and leave you to bleed out on the floor before I hang you to dry

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(Kiri's mother in case you wonder what they look like *shrugs*)

(Kiri's father incase your wondering how he looks anyways baiiiiii❤)

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