Have You Forgotten?-XuMinghao

.3.

I look at the window to see it was slightly raining. This just isn't my day. I started my slow walk to the dorms hating how S.Coups hyung forgot about me. In all honestly, it wasn't even a walk it was more of a slow crawl. I perked up at the thought that this was more exercise for me, but I was sore and tired from dancing. The dorms were only three maybe four blocks from the studios. If I would walk at a normal pace it would take me an hour to get home.

I kept walking trying to control my negative thoughts. The more I tried the more I failed. Hyungs are happier without you. You're a failure to them and yourself. They don't need you. They don't want you. These same thoughts kept replaying in my mind as I continued my walk home. Is it even still home? My clothes are soaked from the rain and I was shivering from the cold. Maybe I can get sick enough and die? It's possible...then all my hyungs would be happy. 

I reached the front door of the dorms, unlocked it, and walked in. When I walked in I saw Jeonghan and S.Coups walk around the corner.  "Where in the world did you go at this hour?!?!?" "I didn't go anywhere...." I mumbled I didn't want him to feel bad about leaving me. "Jeonghan- Are you lying to us now?!?! At this point, I had enough. "NO! I am not lying you guys forgot me at the studio and I had to walk home in the damn rain!! You guys should do a headcount or something as the oldest members of the group! S.Coups I told you I was across the hall in the dance studio!! It's not like you guys didn't know where I was!!! This is the second time you forgot about me today...I'm freezing and tired, I'm going to bed. "

Minghao doesn't hear this next part

By the time I had finished saying that all of the members were there listening to what I had to say. When I went up the stairs all of them had a shocked look on their faces. Dino- I can't believe we did that. "Jeonghan- What did he mean second time today?" "Jun- If you guys would actually pay attention to him every once in a while you would know. Jeonghan you made breakfast for everybody but him. S.Coups you knew he was there but didn't bother to get him. What happened to all of us as a group?!?!?! Now it's basically 12 of us with another member by himself. Woozi you too, why don't you try to find his lines in Fear!!!! Oh, wait there is none" Jun stomped off thinking he had knocked some sense into the members. Did he?