Minghao POV
I woke up and looked around me to realize that I was in Jun's room, I sighed and looked at the sleeping Jun next to me. I slowly crept out of his bed and finally out of his room. I made my way to my room. I grabbed out my phone once again and pulled out the article. I read through it once again to make sure I knew what I was doing.
I entered the bathroom, and locked the door behind me. I took a deep breathe and sat in front of the toilet. I put two fingers in my mouth and pushed them all the way to the back. I gagged and pulled my fingers out, by instinct. I shook my head and tried again. I stuck my fingers back a little father this time, gagging more, and threw up my stomach's contents. I shakily put my hand down. I flushed the toilet with my other hand and stood up.
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, I rinsed out my mouth with mouthwash and then washed my hands. I looked in the mirror and sighed thinking about how many pounds I need to lose. I went to my room and decided to practice something. I lightly played Say My Name-ATEEZ and did free style. I played different songs for about 2 hours. I enjoyed it. I felt free just by dancing by myself. Dancing has always been the solution for me. It was something I could turn to, to help me feel better.
I stopped when I was out of breathe and laid on my floor staring at the ceiling. I sighed thinking about what I had done earlier. I didn't regret it because I felt better. Maybe know I might, just might be able to stick with this and not get caught.
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