Minghao POV
When we got back to the dorms I got out of the car and didn't talk to anyone else. I went straight to my room. I sat against me bed and I didn't realize I was crying until the tears fell. I quickly and harshly wiped them away. I sat there for a few and then got up. I looked out the hallway to seee the members had gone to bed. I got my phone and played I'm Fine by BTS. I started dancing putting my sadness and frustration into it. At the end I didn't have any energy left so I fell on the floor. I didn't bother moving and just slept there.
I woke up the next morning and sighed. I was still on the floor from last night's events. I shakily got up and left my room not bothering to change clothes from yesterday. I went into the kitchen to make myself some coffee, but something else caught my eye. Someone washed the dishes but never put them away. I walked over to it and spotted a knife. I stopped and thought about it. I know I shouldn't do it but it's so tempting.
I picked it up and started flipping it over in my hands. I remembered what happened yesterday. I lifted my shirt and put the knife against my skin. I moved the knife to the right and watched as the blood started to bead up and spill out from the cut. I rinsed the knife and put it back. I put a paper towel against the bleeding cut and watched as the white paper turned red. I heard footsteps and I quickly threw away the paper towel and covered it up.
S.Coups had come down the stairs. "Morning hao, we have filming today so be ready" I nodded but mentally groaned. I didn't want to film because it's gonna take several days, and I won't be able to be with Jun much. I went and made my coffee and of course Jun. I put his coffee in his room and went back downstairs and outside to get some fresh air. I could hear the members getting ready and chit-chatting. While I sat here alone with only myself to talk with.
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