Chapter 44: their real reasons
Alissa's POV
"Actually, it's between you...and me" nakatingin ako sa mata ni Raiven habang sinasabi ko to..i know, this will happen kaya handa kami ni Szam..
"What?!" napatayo siya..i know, naguguluhan din ang mga iba..
"Girls, listen okay? i know you're mad..but we just want to protect you" sabi ko sa dalawa at tumango naman sila
"Third year high school tayo noon, nasa ibang bansa pa tayo..pero nagbakasyon tayo noon dito..there, i met Raiven..." panguuna ko..i heard gasp from them, except for the boys because, they already knew it
"Bakit hindi mo si----" Czarina
"2 months of courting, we became couple...a sweet one, remember nong ayoko ng umalis? he's my reason behind it.." this time, si Rai naman ang napuzzled look..hindi niya kasi alam na nagbakasyon lang kami sa pilipinas noon..
"Pero Ali---" Crish
"Pero nong bumisita tayo sa SAU, nakilala ko si Red...he said that he's going to kill Raiven if i won't leave him..."
Again. i heard gasp from everyone..that's the truth, papatayin nila si Rai once na hindi ako makikipaghiwalay sa kanya..
"A-Alissa.." Raiven
"Just listen..please" i cut him off
"Im weak that time, pati rin si Rai..hindi ko yun pinakinggan pero remember nong may inuwi akong lalake sa bahay? si Rai yun" paliwanag ko, noon kasi..duguan siya, payat at hindi pa ganun katangkad kaya siguro hindi nila namukhaan..binugbog nila noon si Rai kaya natakot na ako
"You...." i raised my hands to shut him up
"After that, natakot na ako.....wala akong lakas ng loob magsabi sa inyo until Szam asked me" yeah. si Szam ang naging panyo ko noon kaya kami ganyan ka-close ngayon..
"Sorry girls, dahil sa katigasan ng ulo ko, bumalik ulit tayo sa America..pero ang hindi ko nalaman, alam na pala lahat ng daddy ko ang lahat.." Pagpapatuloy ko..
"At kaya tayo pinagaral ng martial arts dahil din sa hiling ko, i don't like seeing you cry because of love..just like me"
"Pero hindi ko din napaghandaan noong bumalik na ulit tayo dito..i expected na makikita ko ulit si Red, pero ang hindi ko nagawa...ang bigyan kayo ng babala na pwede kayong mahulog sa kanila..like what happened..you cried because of me..because i didn't warned you"
Totoo yun, nafall silang lahat, including Szam..at sa huli, umiyak lang sila..masakit yun para sakin kasi ako ang puno't dulo ng lahat..
"They just used you against me..i don't even know why.." Ako
"A-alissa...you're a great friend and a girlfriend" naiiyak na sabi ni Czarina..i just hugged her..ganun din ang iba..
"I admit, i want to have my revenge kaya nong nakipagflirt si Red sakin, i grabbed it. But i didn't warned Szam because i didn't know that she'll fall inlove with Black..we all know she's not that type..but things changed, pati pala kayo..dinadamay na nila..that moment i saw tears from your faces, i wanted to break their necks...i even blame myself.." Hindi ko na rin napigilang tumulo ang luha ko..i stayed brave for them, pero deep inside, sinisisi ko parin ang sarili ko
"Don't Ali...you just love us" sabi ni Crish sakin..i just nodded.
"Nong nakabawi na kayo, doon din pumasok ang mga original girlfriends nila..so noong sinabi ni Szam na she wants war, sumangayon na ako agad agad..." Pagpapatuloy ko parin..doon din yung time na binugbog na namin ang apat na babae at napagdesisyonan ni daddy na ilipat ako, same din kina Szam..
"And about you Raiven, i lied too...you're my first boyfriend and i love you too much and you're the reason behind my flirt image, i didn't mean to hurt you that time...god knows how i wanted to step backward when i left you there..." i said between my sobs..naramdaman ko na lang na yakap yakap na niya ako
"Sorry Ali for not trusting your love...you're the reason behind my Casanova image too...i just love you too much that leaving me was the worst part of my life...i thought i can love other girls like i loved you but i was wrong..they just proved me that no one can replace you...i also tried to end my life, yeah..i did that, but someone said that i shouldn't, para daw mailibing ko pa ng buhay ang taong umagaw sayo....kaya kung sinabi mo lang na yung Red na yun ang may kasalanan, baka nasa impyerno na siya ngayon....i still love you Alissa...."
I looked at him at i saw sincerity in his eyes, nanonood lang ang mga kaibigan namin
"Kaya pala i smell something fishy! mag-ex pala kayo!" nakasimangot na sabi ni Czarina samin
"Alam ko na rin yun, pero i prefer to keep it as a secret kasi mas better if Alissa will be the one to explain it" Ian kay Czarina
"Kaya pala nagbago ka bigla Alissa, tsk" Szam
"His true love is Raiven, how can you feel the pain if hindi mo pa naranasan ang magmahal ng todo?" Mico
"I loved Black....loved, past tense, kaya nga ako mailap sa mga boys!" Szam
"Manhid mo" Mico
"Bakla!" Szam
"Hey. hey, hindi pa nakasagot si Alissa..." Crish..i smiled at them then i put my arms on Rai's shoulders...and? duh! hinalikan ko siya! hahaha
"Wooohhhh!!!"
"Get a room!!"
"ANO BA ALISSA! BAD! BAD!"
"we can also try it babe"
"Neknek mo!"
After....seconds, humiwalay na ako sa kanya..kawawa naman ang mga bata! hahaha
"So...are we okay now?" tanong niya
"No"
"What?! why?" rai
"Hiwalayan mo muna ang mga babae mo gagu!" Sabi ko, tumawa lang siya at kinapa ang cellphone sa bulsa ng shorts niya..binigay niya sakin yun
"Cellphone lang ang nabago, all the passwords, wallpaper, ringtone...lahat na, dati parin" he said..sht! ramdam ko ang pamumula ng pisngi ko!
I tried to open his phone using 'AliImperio' password at oo nga! Naopen ko! Hihihi
Yung wallpaper naman namin is taken years ago, nakapiggy back ride ako sa kanya..wearing number 8 couple shirt..that's our monthsary...tapos yung ringtone niya is same also...FOREVER. kaya nga badtrip ako kay Czarina noon eh! haha.
"Thank you" i said to him
"And lastly, you can visit Prince one if these days.."
"Sino yun?!" tanong nilang lahat..he just wink at me bago sumagot
"Our baby" he said with his perfect smile..we heard them saying something but we just laugh at umalis muna ng bahay
"Saan tayo?" tanong ko
"Magde-date! aba Alissa! ilang taon ako nagtiis na pagtyagaan ang mga arteng babae jan!" biro niya.. hinawakan ko lang ang kamay niya at inistart na niya ang sasakyan
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