Love, Kali

Day 14

December 31, 2019

Hey diary, you good? haha. 

This is it, tagal ko rin hinintay 'to, nakapag ready na rin naman na ako so goods na siguro. His the first one who chatted me "Kumain ka na?" I answered, casually as if hindi ako masasaktan sa mamayang mangyayari. Nagrarant ako sa kanya about sa pinsan kong inaalagaan ko but wala akong napala inasar lang ako, kahit kailan talaga. Hindi ko na matiis, "What time mo ako need mamaya?" I asked him. Puro eto na lang nasa isip ko e. He said quarter to twelve. Tanghali pa lang, marami pang oras. 'Magready ka na mamaya, bestfriend." this shit hurts me a lot pero dapat chill lang, should give no damn. Around 9 o'clock chinat n'ya ko and telling me na 'wag na kami sa twitter, I agreed kasi muntik ko na nga makalimutan na may twitter pala ako. 12 am, last call. Ineksakto pa talaga n'yang bisperas. Napakagaling.

He even begged for my 12 am haha, bakit naman kasi yun yung naisip nya na oras? Paulit ulit sya non na nagpapaalala na mag online ako. Ganyan ka na ba ka excited saktan ako? chour haha. Sabi mo sakin kinakabahan ka kasi nga malapit na magtwelve, kinomfort pa rin kita kasi 'bestfriend' nga kita. 

2 minutes to go and hindi pa ko online, Im so afraid that time pero you sounded so serious, so determined so when I got that "Hey Kali" nag open ako agad. I called your name out and one freaking question ruined my jumping skills that time.

At exactly 12 am, those magic dust were sprinkled and make my wishes come true.

 I started my year with the man that I love, take note, I secretly love.