THE BET

FORGIVE ME

Taehyungs POV

I woke up not wanting to get up
I felt so lazy and I hated it
Me and jin broke up 2 days ago
And I'm still in pain
I regret everything
I hate myself

I know I don't deserve his forgiveness
But I needed it
Without it I would still hate myself
I needed him
I wanted him
To be honest....... I don't wanna live without him
No I can't live without him and I..........

Won't live without him
No matter how much he pushes me away
I'll still try to get his forgiveness
When he says he hates me I'll tell him I love him
Ill keep chasing him until I don't love him any more
Which will never happen cause....
I'll always love him

Next day (aka Monday)
Jin's POV

I didn't feel like going to school after everything that had happened 3 days ago
But I gathered all my strength to go anyways
I've been in pain for the past 3 days
Wondering as why he did this to me?
Dose he really love me?
Should I forgive him?
Do I still love him?
Many thoughts were going through my head
I didn't know weather to believe him or not
But as of right now I wanted nothing to do with him.......at least until I figure out what to do

I was walking to my locker when I saw Tae ta- I mean taehyung against it and he was moving his left foot around the floor in a circle with his head down and his hand in his pockets

I walked over there and he jumped up "jinnie" he said trying to grab me but I moved "Don't call me Jinnie anymore and move your in front of my locker.....I'd like to get to class early as possible" I say not giving him one glance

"But jinn-" I cut him off by yelling "I said move and don't call me that anymore" I said now looking at him and even though I didn't want attention I got it when I yelled at him
He finally moved but was standing beside me with his head down and I could hear him starting to cry

"J-Jinnie forgive -m-me" he said with his head still down and I could see a tear fall on the floor
People were looking at him and me whispering but he didn't care and to be honest I didn't either and I wanted to hug him cause I didn't want to be a reason he cry's but I couldn't let my guard down

"Taehyung........I can't forgive you and I can't forget.....but I'll listen" I say patting him on the back as he lifts his head and me seeing his crying face only made my heart clench in more pain

"Really-.....yo-...you'll listen to me" he says getting closer but I didn't move
"Y-yea I'll listen to you" I say letting my arm fall and me walking away but turn around

"Let's talk after school behind the school building" I say and he gives me a little smile but I ignore the smile and walk away

Skip to later behind the school

Taehyungs POV

I was waiting for Jinnie as I arrived early I was sitting here for about 15 minutes before I saw jinnie coming around the corner

"Jinn-" I stop myself before saying the rest of him name he told me not to call him

"Okay" he said
"Explain" he said with his hands in his pocket

"Okay" I say getting ready to talk

Bye I'm so done 😭 this is trash but I don't have inspiration for this book anymore
I need encouragement to continue
Let me know if I should continue 💔