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Jin's POV

This whole time taehyung has been sad and mad when he'd see I'd be due soon was cause he was scared he was gonna lose me....I'd never thought of this....I couldn't, no I didn't believe I was gonna die....at least that's what I wanted to believe

"Taehyung" I said cupping both of his face and pulling his face up so I was looking up at him, "I'm not going anywhere" I said wipeing the tears that were coming down his face, "I love you and this baby......and I'm gonna be here when she grows up....I'm gonna be here and grow old with you....I'm gonna listen as she tells us her crushes....I'm gonna be here when she's heartbroken....I'm gonna watch her get married some day and have kids.....I'm gonna be here for it all" I said as tears were now in my eyes and he was sobbing massively

(Okay I really cried writing that...I didn't cry cry but a tear did fall down my cheek🥺)

"Believe in me.....believe in us" I said pulling him into a hug, "taehyung I love you" I said and he immediately replied "I love you too" he started but didn't stop, "I love you so much" he said and kept on rambling, "I don't know why I let a dream bring me down when I should be happy....happy that I'm having a family with the love of my life" he said and cried a little more into the crook of my neck

"Shh baby" I said caressing the back of his hair and all the way down to his neck and back up, "Jinnie I'm so so sorry" he said lifting his head and looking at me as his hand came up to my face a little and he started looking at my features as he was sniffing, "no no you don't need to apologize.....you were worried and scared......it shows you really do care" I said wipeing his now puffy eyes, "now stop crying" I said smiling to him making him smile his cute box smile that I loved very much

"Thank you Jinnie" he said hugging me tightly, he had bent down a little so my head was resting on top of his head and his ear hearing my heartbeat as his head laid on my chest

"Of course.......anything to make you happy" I said rubbing the back of his head and my other arm hugging him, I smiled as his worries were gone and he was gonna be normal again

Now that I have thought of it....I should stop thinking we'd go back to normal.....I don't think that would happen for a long time....every time we wanted to go back to normal or even wished it....something would happen to change that....first it was him not loving me then it was me not being able to trust him to leading to him being in a coma to him being scared he'd lose me over a dream he'd had

No matter how many times we try to convince ourself....there was no normal in our world...as a matter of fact normal doesn't even exist in our world....since day one we tried to keep this relationship stable and have been through some rough things, to the start of high school when he lied to me to me being kidnapped

Since day one there was no normal....it was like we were a good toxic couple...well now engaged couple but still...I just want the one word the one thing i want to happen, "normal" is all I ask for

"Taehyung" I said pulling my head off his, "hm" he said finally lifting up and looking at me, "do you think....were....hm...do you think were normal" I said and all he gave me was a confused look, "I know normal to people might mean, to he expected or to just be them like regular people if that even exists in this world now days, or not....not out of fit in this world" I said looking at him who was just confused

"Throughout our relationship...........it's never been normal" I said and he then went from a confused expression to a sad one, "we-things have happened in our relationship so many times that it shouldn't, like I'd get it if a thing or two happened, but even so there's been many things and at that they happen a quite a few time.....so you think this is gods or whatever they say.....his was of sayin were not meant to be" I said as he was just looking at me but then look at the ground a few times

"I don't care" he said and I was taken back by his answer and kinda confused, "what do you mean" I said and he then grabbed my hands

"I don't care what "god" or anyone else says....it's not there choice who gets to be with who but only between the two lovers......so this so called "god" can suck my big toe before he prays you away from me, he said making me giggle as he just disrespected god like that....and then I thought everyone loved that man

"How about we go to bed" I said moving side to side a little, "what are you tired already.....it's not even dark" he said and I had realized what time it was, "Don't tell me the baby's tired" he said getting down to my stomach, "you know....I wanna spend time with mommy/daddy too" he said as I just laughed at his actions, he then made his lips into a funny way, "he's mine too" he whispered but I still heard him

"Oh be quiet you big baby" I said pushing his face back and making him stumble onto the floor, "oh sorry" I said walking/running to the boy that was on the floor and had his face covered, I tried pulling his arm up but he didn't let me

"Taehyungieeeeee~" I said as I didn't mean to hurt him, "I'm so so sorryyyyyy" I said trying to sound more sad then what I was

I then felt his body shake a little, I lifted my head that laid on his back and look at him as I started hearing noises coming from him

I then knew those nosies, I quickly stood up, "why would you do that.....I was worried I had actually hurt you" I said as I figured out he was laughing

He then came out his arms and was breathing g hard while laughing, "omg" he laughed hitting the floor, "you should have seen your face" he said as he got up from the floor

"Now you can sleep on the couch" I said turning around and walking out the kitchen with a smirk on my face

"Wait Jinnie I'm sorryyyy" I heard him yelling and running after me

DAMNNNNNN

IM NOT DEAD YET 😭😂

BUT FORM NOW ON JIN WILL BE CALLED MOMMY SOOOOOO......

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