THE BET

DO YOU EVEN LOVE ME

Jin's POV

"Do you even love me anymore" I asked him wanting a straight answer

He just stood there looking at me
"Did you hear what I said" I say getting closer but angry
"Yes I heard you" he said looking down

I felt my heart break into a million pieces as he couldn't answer the question
Even though he didn't say he didn't, he didn't say he did either

"You don't love me anymore" I say crying and backing up, "I never said I didn't love you",
"But you never said you did either" I say as I backed up far away from him

When I had my chance I started running
"Jinnie wait" he said running after me

I hurried and grabbed the keys for me to leave
I tried to hurry up and leave but taehyung grabbed me

"Jinnie please don't go" he said holding onto me , "what do you care" I say trying to pull from his grasp
"Jinnie please....you just have to give me time to think" he said tightening his hold

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME"
I say pushing him, my body filled with was once sadness, now anger

He sat there on the floor looking at me
I let out a big sign before, putting on my shoes and walking out the door

Taehyungs POV

He pushed me and left, I couldn't understand what emotion was taking over me
As not to long ago I kinda wanted this, him being gone, but seeing him leave hurt me

I didn't know why I was that way to Jinnie, I guess maybe I did stop loving him, but it's not my fault, it's not like I can control the way I feel, I just kinda got annoyed having him around, I got sick of the same things, I did love him......I just don't love him now, at least that's what my heart tells me, but seeing him walk out the door, made me question if I still love him

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I waited on the couch for Jinnie to walk back through the door, he's been gone for about 4 hours now, I tried calling and texting him and he either doesn't text back or it goes to voicemail, I was getting really worried

Jin's POV

After I left the house I wanted to forget about taehyung, I wanted to feel free for once in these past 6 months I felt suffocated

I went to a club to loosen up a bit
I went next to the bar and ordered me a shot, after a few shots I was already drunk, I never came out to drink as I didn't really like it, but if it kept my mind off of taehyung then I'm willing to do it

I go to the dance floor dancing around, there were so many guys as this was a gay club, I suddenly feel arms around my waist but I didn't push off instead I leaned into the touch, we were dancing, I was having a good time, he then started kissing me calling me beautiful, I kissed back, I wasn't in my right mind, but even if I was I would probably still do the same as taehyung who could careless

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(Okay y'all already know what's about to happen and cause I don't wanna describe it like I would with taejin imma make this kinda quick)

We soon made our way to a back room where no one was, he threw me on the bed, I just laid there with my eyes closed, I was to drunk for this but didn't stop, I pull him on me and start kissing him again, and it felt good as this was my first time having sex again as through the six months he didn't like me touching him

I pull off his shirt, we were moving pretty fast as if we were gonna run out of time, I hurried and pulled off my shirt and kiss him again, he soon started kissing on my neck making me moan at the touch, he started taking off his pants as I did mine to, he came back up to kiss me and I let him, I don't know what possessed my body to do this, I guess I just wanted attention from someone....for someone to love me like taehyung use to

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He enters himself inside of me and I did not enjoy it, I didn't want this anymore, yet I kept going, I held back my tears that wanted to roll down my face as I just let him have complete control

After he was done handling me he laid beside me, I was to drunk to do anything anymore so I just fell asleep

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I woke up to a strange smell, it smelled like alcohol and smoke, I then remember what had happen last night, and for some reason I didn't feel guilty, I got up with my bottom hurting leaving the room,
"Damn how-what" I said as I looked at my shirt but put it on as I walked out the club with my half ripped shirt

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I soon get home and walk inside to find taehyung pacing around the living room

I just walk past him and he doesn't notice me until he turnes around, "YA WHERE WERE YOU" he said walking up and grabbing me "what the hell.....what the hell happened to you" he said but then his face becomes shocked "jinnie tell me you didn't" he said letting go of me, to be honest I didn't care how he felt, he didn't love me so why should I continue to love him and put myself through pain

I start to walk off as he let go of me, but he just grabs me again, "jinnie I'm talk-" I cut him off, "DONT CALL ME THAT.....WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO STOP ME FROM DOING THIS.....YOU DONT LOVE ME ANYWAYS...WHY SHOULD I CONTINUE TO HANG ON...what for me to be broken at the end hell no.....fuck you" I spat before walking away leaving a very confused and angry/sad taehyung

I'm so sorry 🥺 (your not only hurting,it hurt to write this I swear it did)😭🤧