THE BET

WHAT HAPPENED TO US

Jin's POV

It's been 4 years of me and taehyung being together
And we have have been happy through it all
But lately taehyungs been kinda distance and cold
I never really understood his actions as he's was never this way but sometimes it make me question if he loves me anymore

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"Tae Tae" I say running to taehyung giving him a hug as I just came back from work
"God jinnie do you have to be so clingy" he said trying to push me off
"Can't I give my boyfriend a hug" I say pouting
"Do we have to hug all the time" he said standing up and walking to the room
As he got to the room he slammed the door

I sat there as tears stroll down my face
I've tried everything these past 6 months to make him the sweet , kind , loving taehyung he use to be, but I keep getting a cold shoulder

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It was night time and I was tired
Taehyung hasn't came out of the room unless he went to the kitchen to get something to eat and even so he would just take the food to the room and stay there

I went upstairs to our room
I go to the closet to get some pajamas and go to the bathroom and take a shower
After my shower I dry off and put on my pajamas
I brush my teeth and put on a cleaning mask as I put on one every night
After my cleaning mask is done
I take it off throwing it away

I walked back to the bed
I see taehyung has his back towards me on his phone
I crawl in the bed and cuddle beside him as I wrap my arms around his waist
To only have him push me away

"Damn jinnie" he said getting out of the bed and walking out the room slamming the door making me jump

I turn back to my side and cry myself to sleep

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I woke up to a bright light as the curtains were open very wide

I get out of the bed and walk to the bathroom
I wash my face
My face was very puffy from all the crying last night
I then walk back out and grab some cloths from my closet
I walk back to the bathroom

I turn on the shower letting the warm water run down my body letting all the stress leave my body a little

As I was in the shower all I could think about was taehyung and how he's been treating me this way lately
I couldn't understand why he was like this

If he didn't love me , why isn't he breaking up with me
Wait what if he's cheating on me
What if he's not into boys anymore
But that still wouldn't answer the question of why he would still be with me if he didn't love me anymore

I stand in the shower drowning in my thoughts
When out of nowhere I started crying
I started crying so hard that I fell in the shower

Even after I fell I didn't move just letting the warm water hit my face

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I finally get out of the shower and put on my work cloths
I brush my teeth , use mouth wash and floss them
One thing I also loved about me was I had nice white teeth

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I walk downstairs to find taehyung sleeping on the couch
I felt a pang in my heart at the sight

Did he really sleep on the couch because of me
Dose he not like me touching him that much

I soon felt anger taking over me more than hurt and pain

"Taehyung" I say trying to wake him up as he had work to
"Taehyung" I say this time shaking him
"What do you want" he said very annoyed

"It's time for you to get up and go to work" I say caressing his hair
When he regained Conscious he smack my hand away
Even though I was angry that anger soon turned into hurt again

"Get off of me" he said standing up and walking away
I held my tears back until I got into the car
To only cry my heart out
I can't do this
I love him yet he acts as if he could care less about me
Does he even love me anymore
Did he ever really love me
Was everything fake like it was at the beginning

Thoughts ran through my head until I realized the time and sucked up all the pain and drive to work

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Before I go to work I stop and get me a coffee at Starbucks

"What would you like" the lady asked me
"Umm...tw- one americano please" I say handing her the money
Usually I would bye taehyung coffee too and have time to bring back the coffee to him

But lately from the lack of sleep from everything that has happened I barley want to get out of the bed
Even if I could he would just throw it away and go buy another one himself
Which I never understood, as he was getting free coffee

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After work I go home to find taehyung in the kitchen on his phone

I walk past him not giving him a glance as he doesn't pay attention to me anymore

But even so I still love him so I try

"What do you want for dinner" I say walking next to him very close but not touching him as he would either push me away or smack me or just yell at how clingy I was being

"Do you have to be so close" he said not giving me a glance
"Sorry" I say backing away
"It doesn't matter okay just make something" he said standing up to walk away

"KIM TAEHYUNG" I yell me getting tired of these games

"WHAT" he yelled Turing around to look at me       with furious eyes

"What happened to us......why are you so distance......why are you always pushing me away......lately I've been trying to figure it out but can't" I say as tears roll down my face

He only chuckles

"You laugh" I say my face becoming serious but tears still running down my face as I was really hurt

"Do you even love me anymore"

I know I know don't kill me 🤧🤧