THE BET

ITS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

Taehyungs POV

After the incident with jinnie, he hasn't let me in the room and he hasn't came out either, he doesn't even eat, I sit trays of foods and drinks he likes, but he just stays behind the close door, I felt a huge pain in my heart after everything, I wanted jin to be okay, I wanted him to be happy, I just still didn't know if I loved him again, I knew a little part did, but not to the point were I could look him in the eyes and mean it

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"Jinnie, would you please open the door" I said but get no response, it was weird cause usually he would just tell me to go away and I'd leave the tray on the floor for him 

"Jinnie" I said knocking again, "Jinnie talk to me or I'm going to bust down this door this instant" I say in a demanding voice, yet I still get no response, "KIM SEOKJIN" I yell, I got tired of his games and kicked the door with all my force, I walk in to see he's not in the bed

I rush to the bathroom to find him laying on the floor, "JINNIE WHAT THE FUCK" I yell trying to wake him up, he wouldn't wake up so I. Checked his pulse and it was weak it was very weak, I started crying as I thought he was going to die any second, I didn't have time to wait for an ambulance or anything, I picked him up running down stairs grabbing the keys on my way out, I put Jinnie in the car and rush to the other side

I start the car and drive running all the red lights, I didn't care if I was gonna get pulled over even if I did I wasn't gonna stop as I needed to get him to the hospital

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I arrived at the hospital, I got out of the car not turning it off, I open Jin's door and grab him

"HELP HELP SOMBODY HELP ME" I yelled running into the hospital, a few people strolling a bed came over to me and laid him down on the bed, they tried opening his eyes flashing a small light in his eyes, and all they got was no response, I started crying as they took him into the emergency room, I had sat out there just crying on how I fucked up everything, and just then I knew I still loved Jinnie, I loved him so much, but I hated that it took him having to kill himself for me to realize it, I hated myself for everything, I just wish I could make everything right

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I waited for about an hour or so before they came out, "is he okay? Will he be okay? Please tell me he's okay?" I asked the doctor, "he's fine sir, you can calm down" he said patting my shoulder, when I say my legs felt weak I mean I wanted to fall and cry on the floor as my heart felt pain, but I'm a good way "listen did your friend go on a diet or something" he asked me "he's not my friend, he's my boyfriend, but yea recently he stopped eating, but I don't think it was cause he wanted to lose weight or anything" I say looking down with tears falling down my face

"Can you please tell me the reason, so we can fix it to make sure something like this never happens again" he said the best way he could without trying to pressure me, "see that's the thing................I'm the reason" I say looking at him, he's face becomes worried, "I'm guessing it has to do with your guys relationship......well I'm not gonna make you tell me that but I will say that you guys need to figure out the problem or your boyfriend could end up in a hospital for a while" the doctor said trying to sooth me

"Yes sir I know....I'm gonna make it right...I promise" I say making him chuckle, "alright you do that" he said walking away with a bright smile
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I walk to jinnies room to surprisingly find him awake, "jinnie" I say in my softest and quietest tone, he looked at me but didn't say anything, "how you feeling" I say slowly walking to him, again he's looking at me but not saying anything, "you don't have to talk if you don't want to" I say hanging my head low, "what are you doing here" he said as if he think I leave, "you could've just dropped me off and left" he said turning his head away, I started crying, "I'm sorry" I say very quietly, but loud enough to where he heard it

"Your sorry.....for what not loving me" he says
"You don't have to be responsible for me anymore okay.....I'll live again......I'll let you go.....let's both just move on" my heart broke hearing him say that, "no Jinnie that's not what I want and why I'm sorry... well it is but that's not only it....I'm sorry for everything I put you through....I'm sorry for being an asshole towards you....still you loved me...even when I pushed you away......you might want an explain as to why I was doing it but the truth is I don't know....I guess I grew tired of the same things....I get bored easily.....not saying I got bored of you just our relationship it started to mean nothing to me and at first I thought I didn't want you, but seeing you half way dead I know that's not true........Jinnie I still love you" I say while I was crying and biting my lip to keep the tears back but ended up failing over and over again

"I miss you, I miss hugging you, I miss kissing you, I miss you being so clingy to me, I miss staring at your face every morning, I miss you bring me coffee every morning, I miss you making breakfast and dinner and us eating together, hell I even miss having sex" I say bursting out all my feelings, Jin started crying

He just stares at me, "do you really mean everything you said" he said while crying
"Of course I mean them" I say walking to him and giving his a hug and to my surprise he hugs back, " I missed you too" he said hugging me really tight, "jinnie I know I messed up but if yo-" he cut me off, "you dumbass I obviously forgive you" he said pulling out of the hug, "what" I said as I was shocked at how again he forgave me so easily, "ya why are you always doing that" I say standing up frustrated, even though I wanted forgiveness, I also hated he forgave me so easily, as I wouldn't be able to

"What doing what" he said as he was shocked by my actions, "you always forgive me so easily" I say pointing my finger at him, "why" I say calming down and sitting in the chair as I pout, he starts smiling, "it's because I love you" he said and I become really flustered at his words, he was gonna continue to talk but I didn't give him the chance to

I pulled jinnie into a kiss and he kissed back, my heart felt free and open again, I wasn't angry anymore or annoyed but felt love

This is not the end okay I'm gonna write the real future that I was supposed to do but this idea came to my head and I had to do it but I couldn't keep them apart anymore it hurt really bad anyways thank you for the reads plz vote and comment <333