before i woke up josh went out with the boys, well went to mattias. so i decided to message him.
josh🥺💗💖💓💓
me- josh, i've just thrown up. i think i know why. j- what's up bby x me- josh.. j- yeah? x me- i think i'm uh j- what's pregnant. 😂😂 as if x j- you must be off your head x me- josh i'm being serious. j- wait really.. x me- yes. j- are you late on? x me- uhhh yes j- i'll be home in 10 with some tests, i hope you're okay. do you want a starbucks? x me- yes ok craving one right now, thank you babe<3 x
i get up and get dressed in some old clothes. the house was a mess for the boys last night who came home very late and got pizza everywhere.
i finally cleaned. josh is 1 hour late. but i decided to get dressed instead of calling him.
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i just throw that on and my hair in a messy bun again.
i finally rang josh🥺💖💗💓💓
j- hey babe what's up? me- where are you, you're 1 hour late?? j- omg i'm so sorry. i forgot i'm coming now i love you bye me- by-e? wow he seemed to urgent to get off the phone.
then the door bursts open.
'hey babe i'm here' josh says hugging me.
'here take these!' he says giving me the test. 'i'll be back' i said running to the bathroom.
i took the test and i was waiting for the results.
they finally came up.
it said positive so i took another one.
that one came up positive so i took another one.
that also came up positive.
i was clearly pregnant.
i came out.
'omg what do they say!' he says coming up to me.
'they're all positive josh!'i say crying.
he hugged me. ' why are you crying, this is a happy moment babe. our little family has already started!' he says smiling. i laughed. ' i'm happy but i'm not ready to be a mom josh!' i say.
'i'm not ready to be a dad either but i feel like i have the facility's for it tho!' he winked at me.
' i mean if you're a good daddy to me, you'll be a good daddy to our baby that we're keeping!' i smiling.
'WHAT WERE KEEPING IT!' he said jumping around happily.
' yesss!' i say joining him.
a couple of hours later cynthia calls me:
c- hey you okay to go for a meal out and a couple of drinks later? me- sure, i'm craving food but i dont know about drinking. c- alright.. well i'll see you later.
