He's just a ' friend '|| Anthony Reeves

o m g .

me and josh got taken on a separate plane to the others.

"what's going on?" i asked loren.

"we have to talk after the plane.

josh hugged me.

i received a message from 'dixie 💕'

d: where are you, you're not on our plane boo x
me: i'm on a plane, but i'm on with loren and josh x
d: well, hope you're okay boo 💕x
me: you too💕x

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the plane have just landed.

josh we need a private chat.

"not without liv, please!" he begs.

"well.."

"it's about your mom, liv." she said rubbing my hand.

"what about my mom?!" i start getting confused and start crying.

"she's passed away this morning." she said crying.

i was speechless.

josh was speechless and crying.

i fell but he catched me.

"i didn't even get to say goodbye.." i whisper.
i get out of joshs arms.

i grabbed a chair and threw it.

"I DIDNT EVEN GET TO SAY I LOVE YOU TO HER OR TELL HER HOW MUCH SHE MEANT TO ME!" i cried.

josh grabbed me and we both fell to the floor crying.

"i'm so sorry liv, i'm so sorry." he said hugging me tight.

"liv, she's in a better place looking over you. you've got this. you're a strong woman. you have josh, family and friends. they will help you get through this. whether it costs them their life's too." loren hugged me.

"just know your mom loved you so so much and loves you so so much. you meant everything to her okay. don't give up. you've got this bbg." josh said hugging me tight.

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it had been 5 hours and we went to my moms house 4 hours ago and i was still here.

laid on my moms beg hugging her blanket crying my eyes out.

i heard josh come up the stairs.

"hey, it's time to leave liv, you can take the blanket if you want?" josh said hugging me.

"i.  d. o. n. t.  w. a. n. n. a.  l. e. a. v. e." i said.

"liv, i know it's gonna be so hard rn, but you've gotta leave bby!" he said trying to pick me up.

"just go josh!" i said.

"but-" i cutted him off.

"i said fucking go!" i said throwing a glass at the wall.

"i love you." he said before leaving.

wtf have i just done- he's trying his hardest to be the best boyfriend in a time like this. shit why am i like this?