He's just a ' friend '|| Anthony Reeves

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"hey um, josh could i borrow liv for a chat?" anthony asked josh.

"it's not up to me, it's up to her!" josh said.

"well, liv do you wanna come for a chat?" anthony asked me.

i rolled my eyes.

"sure, i'll be back in 5 baby. love you!" i kissed josh.

"love you too baby!" he said.

anthony went over to the day bed.
i followed him. i saw avani looking at me.

"so, we are in here for 6 weeks, aren't we?" anthony asked.

"yep!" i replied.

"well, i don't want those 6 weeks being full of hatred and unjoyful moments. i want to make the best memories ever. so please can we jus be civil. that's all i'm asking, i know i might be asking for a lot. but not for my sake, for everyone else's?" anthony asked me.

i got where he was coming from and i felt bad.

"yes, ofc anthony!" i said hugging him.

"i've missed these hugs you know!" he said winking at me.

i smacked him gently and laughed.
"maybe if you weren't a dick head you would be getting them all the time!" i said leaving the day bed.

"hmm, are second chances a thing?" he asked me.

"second chance, i've gave you plenty of chances boy!" i say laughing.

we made eye contact.
"gosh i forgot how big your eyes were!"

"and yours aren't, they're huge!" i laughed.

i looked at his lips then his eyes again.
he looked at my lips.

"wow, i forgot how big these were too!" he said touching them.

"like i said, if you weren't such a dickhead. my lips would be yours forever!"

"oh i wish!" he laughed and i laughed too.

we made eye contact and went silent again.

my head was falling towards him and so was his.

we ending up kissing-

i back up.

"i'm so sorry anthony- i can't!" i say getting off the day bed and running into the rooms.

"liv- i can explain!" he said whilst i was running.

i ran into joshed arms.
"i love you, okay i promis i will love you forever and always. we have a child together. you're my everything. even my soulmate. but there's one thing i have to tell you. you cannot be cross at all baby. because i will always but you first in any situation. because i love you and our baby girl more than anything in this world! okay you have to promise me, you will not be mad?" i said hugging josh.

"omg babe i love you too, what is it. i promise you, i will not get mad!" he said looking at me.

i couldn't tell him, he's too sweet. i can't break his heart. i had to tho before it goes too far!

"okay, this sounds crazy. but he was my first ever love, and i loved him so much. i can't stop loving him. i'm sorry. i love you more tho like i will forever. but i can't just forget him. it's too hard. i'm sorry. i love him too. i'm sorry. baby i love you." i said crying.

he hugged me tight.

"there's no need to be sorry, feelings are feelings baby. there's no way of letting go of them. i fully respect that you still love him. i still love nessa. but only just got over her because i found you." he said.

"omg i fucking love you josh. you're like so amazing, words can't even explain how much you mean to me and our baby girl." i say wiping my tears.

"i'm gonna finish unpacking for us all, go talk to them my love!" he said letting me go.

"i will, thank you so much." i say hugging him one last time.

"i love you" he said whilst i went outside.

"i love you too" i shouted.

i saw anthony laying in the day bed crying and avani next to him.

i went over.

"hey, anthony are you okay-" i said whilst being cut off by avani.

"uh, don't try act like you don't know what's up with him. you did this to him!" she said pushing me.

"i really don't, and don't ever lay your grubby hands on me again or you'll have another thing coming." i say looking at avani in a nasty way.

"avani, it's not her. you don't need to push her. grow up, i can fight my own battles. i'm fine joe you can go to the others!" anthony said rolling over.

"but i want to comfort you-" avani said.

"i said i wanted you to go, avani please!" anthony said putting the cover over his face.

avani got up and shoved me.

i quickly sat down on the day bed.

"hey anthony what's up?" i said.

he sat up and looked at me.
he wiped his tears.

"look at me, i'm fine!" he said.

"anthony, don't be silly. i know you too well, you're not okay!" i said.

"do you need another hug?" i said.

"hmm maybe!" he said laughing.

we hugged again.

then we kissed again.

he ended up on top of me.

he put his hands up my top.

he was removing my top until...