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i heard a wooden floor plank crack.

anthony got off of my and wiped his lips and so did i.

i stood up to see josh looking at us.

"omg-" i said running away.

i saw josh go back inside and shut the door and throw some cookies on the floor.

they were my favourite cookies. he made them for me. there was a note on the side. i read it.

-note-

hey liv, i just wanted to say i love you and our baby girl with all of my heart. i'm so lucky to have met you. i dont know what i would do without you, you're my source of happiness. i trust you with my life. i'm looking forward to spending the rest of my life with you, we will die together hopefully. i will be with you forever. i will love you forever. you're such an amazing mom and girlfriend to me and evelyn. we both love you very much. so enjoy these cookies baby. yolo!

i started crying. why did i do that.

i ran inside to him.

"JOSH!" i shouted.

he was laid on the floor.

i slid on the floor.

"JOSH, BABY!" i shouted.

he laid there with his eyes open with tears coming out.

"i loved you!" he said.

"wha- what do you mean by 'loved'?" i said shaking.

"i loved you, which means i dont now obviously!" he said.

"josh, it happened in the heat of the moment."
i said crying.

"clearly loving two boys, just clearly isn't working out." he said.

"no josh, i'm sorry."

"i'm broken." he said.

"i actually loved you, i found my soulmate!" he said.

"but no, you screw me up like every other fucking girl. come on man!" he smacked the floor.

"i'm not screwing u up!" i said.

"that's what they all said!" he laughed.

"josh, i'm sorry!" i said hugging him.

"no i'm sorry, liv i love you too much. i can't let you go. not now, never. " he said sitting up hugging me.

"omg, josh i love you so fricking much. like you don't even understand!" i said hugging him.

"i read the note by the way, i think it's so sweet. i love you so much!" i say kissing him.

"i love you too!" he said smiling and kissing me.

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