King of Hell- Caliban

𝔼𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕙 𝕋𝕠 𝕊𝕖𝕣𝕒

"Sera, you feeling alright there?" Caliban asks me laughing and a little taken back by my words

"Yea I'm feeling just fine" I say with a wide smile

"What about your boyfriend? Would he be feeling fine if her knew about this?" Caliban asks raising an eyebrow

I thought about billy for a moment. He was caring, sharing, loving and everything a perfect boyfriend could possibly be and I feel him becoming distant, ever since we almost had sex and I stopped it telling him I wanted to wait. He said he was fine with it because he's a nice guy but I could tell he wasn't. He hangs around lizzie and then would lie about it. Give me kisses but and hour later also giving them to lizzie. So was he fucking around with her? I think yes maybe. I think it's time to move on. But how can I just let two years go to waste. We started dating when I was 15 and he was 16. I didn't think it would continue this long. Where we better off as friends? Probably yes. Should I maybe tell him how I'm feeling and break up with him? Probably yes.

But right now I really wanted to kiss the boy on my bed and only him. Was this mostly lust and not love. Probably. But I still want to do it.

"Earth to Sera" Caliban says waking me up from my thoughts

"I'm going to break up with him" I say "and I mean if you don't want to make out with me we could totally just talk" I say smugly

"Oh I definitely do not want to talk!" He says eyes sparking for a second

This shit heads such a horny fucker I swear I think to my self making me laugh a little

I get onto the bed and I slowly crawl up to him so that now I'm inches from his face

"Maybe we should just talk?" I say flashing my teeth knowing that no way he would let me get away

"No way, to late for that now" he says before grabbing my face gently and smashing his lips onto mine.

At first I was uncomfortable in this position so I flip him over so now I'm laying down. He smiles at this position knowing that he is now in control

He leans down again to kiss me but then stops

"Wait what about your family? Are they coming home soon?" He asks a little breathless

"Not for another hour or so, so shut up and kiss me before I change my mind" I say smiling

He leans down and bites my lip. I let out a soft moan and he slips his tongue into my mouth and find mine. His lips are soft but not to soft. The perfect amount of soft. I can smell his cologne of some musky scent and firewood and if I'm being honest it was turning me on. I knew I had to stop this before it went to far and I get a whole repeat of billy again. But at this point we hadn't gone to far yet so we kept making out and it was getting really heated. I grab a fistful of his hair a lightly tug on it making him moan.

Then suddenly I feel his hard on growing against my thigh and I knew we needed to stop before we got to far.

Lips and tongue still in sync. I push on his chest making him stop and sit up a little

His lips are slightly puffy from recent events.

"What's wrong? Did I hurt you?" He asked concerned and breathless

"No no you are perfect, it's just I'm not ready for that yet" I say hoping he understands

He looks confused for a second but then his face shows he got it

"Ohhh, your a virgin!" He says a bit loud although no ones at home

"Well I'd rather you not say it like that but yea" I say laughing but slightly embarrassed

"Wow really? Not even with you boyfriend or to be ex boyfriend? He asks

I shake my head

"I'm sorry, I loved every second of that make out session but I felt like if we kept going I might not be able to stop." I say

"Did you want it to go further?" He asks me with an eyebrow cocked

I shrug my shoulders "This time don't tell anyone! Or I swear I'm never kissing you again!" I say hitting his shoulder lightly and laughing "Sabrina ought to have a fit but I'm going to tell her and just her incase she does find out I want her to hear it from me."

He nods

"What do you want to do then?" He asks

"I don't know? Cuddle..?" I ask

He sighs "sera I hope you know I'm not that type of guy"

"But I know you are, I see that you have the ability to care and have feelings even if you are the Prince of Hell" I exclaim "your still a person, it's just like saying I don't have the ability to hate people because I'm an angel, but I do"

"You don't know me" he says and gets off my bed "I need to go"

I don't want him to go but I know that it's probably best to let him go so I nod.

"Goodbye sera" he says

"Goodbye" i reply softly looking down not wanting any eye contact

When I look up he's gone

I fall face down onto my pillow and groan.

Fucking boys. I swear

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Nawww, our boy Caliban doesn't understand emotions :((