You know that moment when u want to cry but you don't want to cry
The I want to socialize but something is keeping me away from people
Or the I tell myself it will be ok but somehow something in your gut knows and is positive it won't be
What do u call that, there's this knot in my throat , something seems off in my body confusion
That oh no one did me wrong but I hate the world for some reason
The I don't want to talk to anyone
I've killed myself twice in my head already but when someone asks I say I'm fine
The getting mad when people try to be positive around you
Well..it's a whole depression infestation
Only you can get yourself out of it and that's only by being it's friend
Depression sneaks up on you when you least expected
Makes u feel comfortable in it's state
It's a bad space to be in, but not all bad
"I'm kinda liking it here" she said.~G. H
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