desolate // bnha oneshots

The Game of Life // 🥀 Various x Reader

various x reader

the game of life

[WARNING: Very depressing topics. Please do not continue if you're sensitive to angst and are currently feeling suicidal.]

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It was too much.

You were constantly overloading with sadness and an overwhelming desire for death. You pricked at your skin with different objects in an attempt to feel something other than emotional pain.

It was too much, really.

Midoriya, Bakugou, Todoroki, Uraraka, they had all left you. Every last one of them. Even Momo, who had promised she'd stay with you forever. They all turned their heads, backs facing your tear filled eyes. Your [E/C] orbs stared at their retreating figures and a gasp crawled it's way out of your mouth, sobs following soon after. The pain had increased as the class ignored you, each glare and harsh word directed towards you.

It was all too much.

Aizawa attempted to talk to you, soothing your cries and rubbing circles on your back. You slammed your face into your hands and let out a loud scream of anger and pain, sobbing furiously. The cries you let out left the insomniac teacher in ruins as well, not knowing how to calm your pains.

When would it stop?

Crying out to no one in particular, your sobs could be heard from throughout the dorms. The students below gathered in the spacious greeting room, all staring towards the ceiling as if they were watching your every movement. They all stared in sadness, wondering what they had done. She had deserved it, right?

Please make it stop.

Running downstairs with a large duffle bag in hand, you stormed towards the door only to be met with multiple bodies blocking the entrance, staring down at your shaking form.

"Where are you going, [Y/N]?"

"[Y/N], please calm down."

"Let's talk this out, yeah?"

You cried out once more, using your quirk to remove the bodies from the entrance, pulling open the door with such force that the whole entry slab had popped off, wood flying in every direction. Fleeing out into the cold of the night, more tears fell from your eyes as you heard the cries from behind, footsteps approaching your trembling form.

A capture weapon wrapped itself around your body and you turned to see Aizawa, tears entering his dark orbs. "[Y/N], get back inside..." He whispered sadly, stepping closer. "please."

You shook your head vigorously, quirk suddenly activating in fear. You tore yourself away from his capture weapon and ran to god knows where,

running to your death

running to your savior

who knew at this point?

Somehow you had ended at the entrance of Shiketsu Academy after wondering somberly for an hour. Approaching the dorms which you bad miraculously found, you knocked on the door softly and were greeted with a tall male, hair shaved off cleanly.

"Well, if it isn't class 2-A's sweet- w-what's wrong?!" He gasped, wrapping an arm around your shoulder. You cried into his chest, holding onto his back in an attempt to find some warmth. You needed something, something that could calm you down. And the boy ahead knew just the trick.

He took off his coat that he had quickly thrown on before and gently wrapped it around your trembling figure, ushering you inside. A blonde girl who was sitting in what seemed to be the common room gasped upon your appearance, eyes sparkling with tears as she witnessed your crumbling body.

"[Y-Y/N], oh my goodness, what happened?" She cried, wrapping her delicate yet strong arms around your figure. You cried even harder, trying to wipe your tears but it was in vain as they continued to fall, the salty taste soon entering your mouth. You couldn't control the downpour that released from your eyes.

What was this comfort?

Camie and Inasa offered to share their dorms but glared at each other playfully, both offering their share at the same time. You stared at the two and let out a sad chuckle, deciding to stay with Inasa since he seemed more willing.

That night, you ignored the constant phone calls that erupted from your phone. Inasa stirred from his sleep and poked your shoulder, wrapping an arm around your waist. "Hey, silence your phone okay?" He asked quietly and you nodded, pulling yourself out of his grasp for a minute to grab your phone. Turning it to mute you turned back to the broad male and wrapped yourself into his hold, smiling with content as you once again felt warmth.

It's warm... I like it.

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A year had passed since you had ran away, and you immediately quit Yuuei High and applied for Shiketsu, which you had successfully entered. With your new friends, you lived an exciting and happy life,

especially with your new boyfriend Inasa.

One day, Yuuei High had made an unexpected trip to Shiketsu and when stepping out of the bus, they were left with an unbelievable sight.

You were twirling around with Inasa, sharing laughs and small kisses. He cupped your face in his thick yet gentle hands and peppered your face with soft pecks, small giggles leaving your lips. The two of you shared a final kiss before you regretfully turned to the bus, seeing all of the students staring with shock and sadness.

Then, you had done something that was even more unexpected.

You smiled.

"Hello, Yuuei! Welcome back to Shiketsu!"

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Based off a true story 😔👊

no but in all seriousness I wanted to try a new perspective. I always write in third person to try to keep it more professional, but I decided hey, why not use the perspective that many other people use? it just seemed more fitting, and while I'm not necessarily used to it it did feel fairly nice!

please tell me what you think of it. do you prefer this or my other writings?

I did write this off a whim since I'm fairly emotional right now, and I just needed some platform to explain my feelings. Most of my friends have abandoned me and I'm just kinda left with my girlfriend and a few others. Since I'm homeschooled, I cant really go to others and be like HEY LETS BE FRIENDS.

But anyways, I hope you all enjoyed this ONESHOT! It was sloppy, I know, but I just needed to get something out.

Again, thank you all for reading.

Much love from your homo creator, soramafuurasaka.