[ SORA ] - On Hiatus

[They won't leave me alone]

CL: I feel like since this is my first fanfiction. I've really messed up a lot of scenes hahaha. I'll try to get better.

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The dilemma was not a joke. I've been distracting myself by pranking Kakashi. I just knew... I knew I was running away from reality.

I was running away.

I've been reborn in this world with the cursed Uchiha's blood flowing through my veins. And this world was not real in my past life. It was a freaking work of fiction that was greatly admired by many. To believe in yourself... Is the way to make your dreams come true...

That was the life lesson Naruto has taught every child, teen, adult who ventured into his long journey.

And now I was here... An Uchiha to be exact. Who was probably one of the supposed victims of Itachi in the future. But of course, why would I let him kill me?

I ran away again. From death. Everybody would do the same, right? I'm just normal. I wasn't sick to leave those people to die, right? I can't do anything...

Who am I kidding? I'm a fucking sick bastard!

Even if they were faithed to die, even if they were said to have this inevitable darkness in their hearts... Who am I to judge death on to those lives who has not done anything yet? Faithed? What a sick joke! Then didn't that mean I was meant to die as well?

If there really is a God who turned me into this little boy. Why choose me of all people?

I hate this. I'm a fucking coward. I was a fucking neet! I barely got out of the house! I barely talked to other people!

In front of me was always a freaking screen, discord for parties, and a freaking console!

I shut myself in isolation. I made money through games so going out of the house wasn't a necessity. Everything was in the four corners of my room. It was a miracle I could make a proper conversation here, I could normally talk to other people. Maybe because I did not treat them as real people...

That's really fucking sick!

Why would I face a horde of those monsters in the first place right?

Every happenings these past few weeks seemed like a ploy of some greater being. When I wanted to escape this place, I was caught in an instant. The being also involved Hiruzen, Shikaku, and Kakashi, one of the most powerful and influential characters that was sure to put a strong leash on me. And came Itachi in the picture too, as if the three wasn't enough. Itachi here was also a strong piece on the board to lock me in this very village I was trying to escape from. He wouldn't forgive me if I left that stuck-up Sasuke alone, as if, I wasn't technically the same age as him.

The meeting with Naruto felt like a big set up from that being too... Making me feel guilty. Making me feel so bad about this little blonde boy who was also set up to suffer in a long journey. Well, at least, on the positive side, he's sure to survive and sure to be the Hokage in the future.

I decided to not get involved with those potentially red flags characters, but some force would always prevent me from doing so.

Fuck this! I'm not a hero. I'm a gamer for fuck's sake!

I was biting my lips the whole time, angry at myself for being weak. Not for being a child, but for being a coward who runs away from fear.

"Won't you come?"

What...

I forgot this person came. For a moment there, I thought I was finally greeted by the hateful kamisama.