Unexpected 1 | H.S

Passion

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HARRY POV

I was becoming really nervous as time went on and Tana was still struggling to open her eyes. I didn't think this was normal, for someone to be out cold for so long after just collapsing. The fact I didn't even realise she wasn't eating properly made me hate myself and I put the blame on me for all of this happening.

I kept overthinking every scenario in my head and making myself even more scared. Ashley called me asking if I wanted her to take care of Elie, I declined her offer because I knew if Tana woke up she'd want to see him.

I currently had Elie laid down in the pushchair and he was asleep thank god. I fed him and changed him and I was thankful for all the spare milk and nappies we packed. Tana even packed him an extra change of clothes which I was going to use when he woke up.

Nurses had been coming in and out of the room for hours checking her temperature and blood flow and other little tests which I had no clue about.
I was told countless times she would wake up soon, she was just exhausted and doesn't have enough minerals or vitamins in her body to gain energy.

I was talked through a plan on how I need to help her when we get home again. For example, make sure she's eating properly and she's sleeping at least 6 hours every night if not more. I knew she wasn't going to like not watching over Elie but she had to learn to live with that.
Jeff informed me that the baby machine arrived earlier so that will let us know if Elie has a problem while sleeping. Tana finally had no excuse for not taking rest.

I lost count of how many hours I've been sat here now, ignoring calls and texts and just waiting for her to come back to me. I'd cried to myself quite a bit as well while no one was around. I promised her and myself I would never leave her because I have realised now how much I need her and Elie in my life. I'd drop my whole career to make sure they are happy and safe in a heartbeat. I didn't realise I cared for her this much but I'd literally do anything for her.

My head was down leaning on the side of her bed when I heard the quietest whisper and my heart skipped beat hearing her voice.
"H-Harry?"

Hearing her made me sit up instantly and tears began brimming in my eyes at the fact she was awake. She looked so confused and was inspecting all the wires she had attached to her.

"Oh my god you're awake."
I watch as her breathing increases as she's started panicking.
"Hey calm down, you're okay" I whisper lightly stroking her head.
"What happened?" She asks with a croaky voice rubbing her eyes.
She pulls off the breathing tubes from her nose and the stickers from her chest.
"You collapsed in the park, do you not remember?"

She pauses for a second trying to remember what exactly happened to her.

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TANA POV

My head aches and my bones feel weak, I have no idea why I'm laid in this hospital bed and the beeping sounds in the back ground agitated me.

I shake my head to Harry when he asks if I remember anything.
"The last thing I remember is getting away from the dog poo at the park" I laugh lightly at the memory of Harry freaking out.

"Tana you fell to the floor and I had to call an ambulance." He says more seriously.
"You scared the shit out of me, why haven't you been eating properly on top of not sleeping?" He asks.

I wish I could go back to sleep and avoid this conversation but all I can do is lay there in silence trying to find a good enough answer.
I knew he wasn't going to let me avoid telling him but I also knew he wouldn't understand. I was in a helpless situation, either way he was going to be mad at me. I felt like there was something wrong with me but I was so scared to admit it.