Unexpected 1 | H.S

Drunken worries

To be honest I was very happy that I decided to join Harry tonight. Not only because it meant spending extra time with him, but I get to drink my sorrows away and forget about everything else.

The first few drinks we ordered was gone within the hour and we had almost gotten through our second round. We were spending our time just completely laughing with each other and the more drinks we had, the more nonsense we spoke.

He was telling me all these funny stories about his time being in one direction. He even said he promises that I will meet Liam, Niall, Louis and Zayn soon as they are planning to meet up.

The alcohol had given me so much extra confidence I decided to pull Harry up and lead him over to the dance floor for some fun.

My body moved along with the music and so did Harry's. He was actually a very good dancer and he knew exactly where to put his hands when he was touching me. My hips swayed and my hair was everywhere but I didn't care.

We were dancing for a long time and I was beginning to sweat and I stopped when I felt like I couldn't go on anymore.
"I need to sit down!" I shout to Harry and he nods before I take his hand and pull him along with me.

The booth we were sat at was being guarded by two of Harry's security as our bags were left there.
I smiled as I passed them and they both were laughing lightly at me. Probably because I was in such a state and was jumping off walls I had that much energy.

"Your really going at it tonight aren't you?"
"I mean it's an escape from reality for a night why wouldn't I go at it?" I laugh but Harry's expression drops a little at my words.
"Do you not like being on tour?" He asks.

I raise my eyebrows instantly at the stupid question he was asking me.
"Are you serious?" I sigh and put my drink down and grab his hand in mine.
"Harry I bloody love being here with you I wouldn't change it for the world."
He smiles at my response.
"I am just upset about my dad that's all but this is a chance to put it behind me. I will follow you anywhere and you know that. And besides... it's not everyday a girl gets to be at every single one of your concerts" I giggle and we both start laughing with each other again.

The club starting dying down a little and that's when we took it as our cue to leave.
I had drank much more than Harry as he didn't like getting really drunk and he said he wanted to let me have fun.
So as you can imagine when the cold air hit me outside I almost fell to my knees.
The paparazzi had gone because of how late it was and I was glad no one saw me nearly fall.

"Come on I've got you." Harry let's me lean all my weight on him as I walk towards to SUV.
"I'm gonna be-" I was too late. I was sick everywhere all over the floor and only just missed Harry's shoes, thank god.
"Oh my god"
"It's okay let it out" he holds all my hair back for me while I spew my guts out.

I'm stood there for a good minute while Harry's stands back but at the same time manages to hold my hair.
I stand up straight again and stumble towards the car wanting to desperately get in bed after this long night.
My drunken thoughts however get the best of me and instead of stepping into the car I stand there and cry my eyes out.

"What's wrong!" Harry is quick to jump into action trying to figure out why I'm so upset all of a sudden.
I'm sniffing and sobbing and my words can't come out.
"Tana baby what's wrong tell me"
He wipes my tears with his hands as we stand there in the night breeze.
"I-I want to go back and see Elie."
He sighs in relief when he hears the stupid reason I'm dramatically sobbing for.
"Okay, it's okay come on let's go see our boy."
I nod and carry on crying even when I get in the car.
"I miss him Harry" my words are elongated as I speak and he laughs lightly to himself.
"I know tan I miss him too."

"Don't you dare ever treat him badly you hear me!" I suddenly turn aggressive and start to push in his chest.
He grabs my hands and forced me to keep them still.
"Tana why would I ever even think about doing that?"
I go quiet for a moment as I know exactly why I said it. I didn't ever want Elie to feel how I felt.
"I don't know just....... just don't ever...... EVER. Treat him how I was treat" the last part came out more of a whisper and before Harry can reply I dig my head into his chest and curl up on the seat.
"Tana I wouldn't dream of it"

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HARRY POV

I didn't have the heart to remind Tana that Elie was staying with Gemma and my mum in their hotel for the night. She was so caught on the idea that he was back in our hotel waiting for us. I was hoping she'd forget by the time we got back.
Even though she was very drunk and her hair looked a little crazy and her makeup was smudged. She still looked so beautiful it was unreal. I literally couldn't believe I could call her mine.

Of course when I looked down at her in my arms she'd fallen asleep.
"Hey man help me get her out." I asked Paul who had driven us back.
He jumped out and walked round to my door and helped me gently carry Tana out the car. He let go when I pulled her into my arms and I carried her bridal style to the elevator which took us to our suit.

Usually I'd just sleep in the bus when I was on tour but I wanted to make Tana comfortable and have a place for Elie to sleep soundly. So I booked hotels at every place I was stopping off at. This came in handy actually and now I'm wondering why I ever stayed on a bus on tour.

I undressed her quickly admiring her body for a second before I slipped one of my t shirts over her head. I took her jewellery off and placed it on the bedside table and tucked her under the covers. By this point it was really late and I knew she'd be sleeping for most of tomorrow.

I'm doing concerts for the next three days around Madrid then we are moving location again. I was excited to see new parts of the world with Tana as I had some days off coming up and I was planning to use them to explore and show her and Elie the world.

The second her head hit the pillow she curled up into a ball and once I was ready I joined her. She cuddled up to me instantly and I laid there for a while listening to her breathes and the slowed down.

"I love you" I whispered and kisses her on the head before I settled down.