When the Camellia blooms

Camellia Blooms - NINE

Death

I'm unsure about death.

I haven't experienced it so I wouldn't really have an inkling about it.

But I felt like it was a cold hard place, full of  darkness with not a shed of light. It felt lonely and sad.

If I could die, I don't want to be lonely again. I wanted to be doused in light, with people who actually care about me, with no pain.

No more pain.

I don't think I can continue my act of being tough.

I think I'll collapse.

Death, lead my way to happiness.

You're all I could trust, death.

...

I feel pain all over my body, it's a pain I'm not accustomed to. Eyes opening, I can see a white wall, the smell of antiseptic on the whole room.

Oh, I thought I died.

At that thought, I almost wished I died for real. I don't know what to do anymore in my life.

Why is it always wrong?

Is my existence a wrong thing?

"Uhh.." I can only groan from the pain and right there and then, I heard the door opening.

It was my mother.

But something is not right.

"Are you okay? Did something hurt?" She said with a gentle voice.

She was never gentle at me.

"Mom?" I croaked "Where is Yuu? Is he fine?" I ask, my voice small and weak.

My eyes were still blurry and teary, I'd don't know why but I just felt something weird.

What happened to me?

"Yuu? He's in his house with his parents, why are you asking?" She sound really confused and I was about to ask when a doctor came.

"Doctor, how is my child?" My mother said worriedly.

"She's fine, only a little concussion. She should rest for three days and if any headache came, just go to the hospital and if not, she's good to go"

My mother repeatedly gave her thanks while I just sat there, confuse about the situation.

What? Just a little Concussion?

I've been ran by a car! And you call that little? This doctor, did he really graduated in a medical school?!

"Mom! I was in a car accident-"

My eyesight got clearer and I was shocked to see my mother.

With a younger face.

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