When the Camellia blooms

Camellia Blooms - FOURTY- NINE

Flutter

I guess I gut this flutters in my stomach, those little butterflies roaming inside my body.

I think I've felt this before? I'm not sure.

I wanted to feel this once more, since it's almost time now.

It's getting late, I think I should sleep.

Yes, all I need is some sleep and everything's going to be fine.

...

Both Alice and Yuu was startled at my outburst but I quickly asked Alice to divert their attention.

I'm not sure why I'm doing this too.

"When's the wedding?"

At the sound of her wedding, she immediately talked as if she was injected by chicken blood and she quickly asked us for our opinion.

"Sure, a beach wedding seem good" I answered while she contemplates about it.

"We should also ask Bai Chen De to make sure" Yuu added and Alice immediately called him.

Within a second, the call was answered and she excuses herself to wait for him.

I knew it was a scheme of her's, letting Yuu and I alone, with a sigh I quickly asked Yuu a question.

"Whose the woman you're talking to a few moments ago?"

Pin drop silence.

My cheeks were ablaze with what as I realize how embarrassing and nosy I am. I think I sound too direct, like a girlfriend getting jealous.

At that thought, I felt like I was doused in cold water. Why am I feeling this way? What the actual he-

"I don't know her, she was asking for directions"

It was like a boulder from my chest finally lifted it's heavy weight atop of me. Flushing slightly, I cough for a few times before returning back to my original position.

"Well, let's talk about the wedding-"

"I think we should talk about us"

His words were like thunder bolt, it was sudden and I didn't even have a time to think when he suddenly ask me.

"Should we try dating?"

...

It's been two days.

Two freaking days since I've been asked to date.

Two men.

Two different men who both have ties with me.

I don't know how to think, I mean I don't k ow what to think of the situation. I thought it was already in the past, feelings and the topic of love.

I thought they had finally moved on.

That they had finally forgotten me.

Now I'm not so sure, should I try and have a relationship with Yuu or give Ru Wu Jie another chance to make it right?

I don't know.

Why am I thinking about this?

"You look worried"

I was suddenly dumdfounded at my mother's words. Do I really look worried, but how could I? I mean I have experienced love and relationship in my past, surely I wouldn't feel like a foolish and anxious person again would I?

"You do, now what happened?"

I think I should consult Mom about this matter, I mean she may have some advices up on her sleeves.

"Mom, this is a story of a friend of mine"

"Oh"

"Really" I can feel my mother's eyes getting interested. I knew she didn't bought my lie but I don't want to tell her that this is actually my story.

How foolish.

"This friend of mine is being courted by two people-"

"How wonderful!"

"Mom" she sheepishly smiled and I can't even find any resemblance of my mother to my past mother's personality.

"So one of the guy is a person she liked for years and the other one is her best friend. So, who do you think she should choose?"

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