Star Wars One Shots

Relax ~ Kylo Ren

I held my hands up to my ears. The alarms of the ship blared as the interior flashed red. My chest tightened and my breath quickened. I froze in place, pushing against the wall. My mind raced, some thoughts telling me to run towards an escape pod or a ship; I couldn't move my body though. Stormtroopers raced past me with fellow officers and generals. Tears fell down my face as I tangled my fingers in my (h/c) hair. 
"(Y/n)! Come on, we have to go!"
Kylo called out from behind me. I felt his hands wrap around my wrists, trying to pull my hands out of my hair. I could feel the panic and stress in his actions and his voice.
"I..I.."
I tried to speak but quickly shut my mouth. Kylo looked at me and quickly picked me up bridal style. My hands fell from my hair and gripped onto his black tunic. I buried my face into the fabric, some tears still soaking into it. I didn't bother to look back up or around us, and I also didn't bother to worry about anything that was happening to the ship. I just thought about Kylo and I. the anxiety slowly fell melted away as I laid in his arms, I moved my face up to the crook of his neck, keeping my eyes closed and my thoughts focused on him. Kylo ran into his command ship and then to his quarters in the ship. He placed me on the bed and I automatically curled into a fetal position, holding my breath in. 
"(Y/n), sweetheart, you have to relax. I'm here now and we're going to be okay."
Kylo said softly, crawling next to me. He laid behind me, running his fingers through my hair. I let out the breath I had held in since I had laid down. 
"There ya go."
Kylo said, still running his fingers through my hair. I slowly pulled my legs away, straightening them out. Kylo slowly traced his hands down towards my shoulders. He started to massage my shoulder blades. I tensed at the movement but slowly relaxed, grunting slightly at the pressure. Kylo placed a small kiss on the top of my head and wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me closer to his chest. I sighed heavily and relaxed into his chest. 
"What happened?"
I asked softly, breaking the silence of our breathing. Kylo sighed, leaning his head on top of mine. 
"The Resistance badly damaged the ship."
My throat tightened slightly. I don't think Kylo knew, but I was a spy for the Resistance. I already knew that they were going to operate an attack on the Star Destroyer, but I tried to give signs to Kylo and General Hux; they just shrugged me off. Kylo told me it was probably just my anxiety kicking up because of the recent wars that had been fought and how many times he's come back with some type of injury. 
"I know (Y/n)."
"Huh?"
I blinked taking myself out of my own thoughts. Kylo held my hand in his.
"I know about you and the Resistance. I really don't care, considering you haven't told them anything."
He said and closed his eyes. 
"I'm sorry.."
Snoring was the only response I got from him. I laughed slightly and looked at him slightly, not disturbing his position. I placed a small kiss on his jaw, before slowly falling asleep in his chest.