Despairful Infatuation | Junko x Reader [Discontinued]

Chapter 3

I stared up at the ceiling of my dorm room, thinking over the day's events. I shivered. My classmate..she was dead. And I was the one who murdered her. All because an insanely attractive, and extremely intriguing girl asked me to. But..I kind of wanted to see her again. She brought something new to my life. I had to see her again...

"I wish I could see Enoshima-san again.." I muttered to myself. Just then, the doorbell rang, because plot device. I quickly hopped up out of my bed, opened the door, and squeaked a little once I realized it was Junko. What, could she read minds too?

"Puhuhu~helllooo! So, whaddya think about despair? Amazing, right?" she questioned, switching to her cute persona, though in my opinion, all of the different kinds of personalities she had taken on were pretty cute..

"I'm..I'm not sure. But..I..well.." I mumbled. Junko put on a more aggressive personality. "Spit it the hell out, why don't cha?" she yelled.

"I..I want to see more of this despair!" I exclaimed, a small blush on my face. "Oh wow..you just came right out and said it? I'm impressed! Noww, let's go, peasant! To show you despair!" she boldly stated, putting on some sort of British accent and putting a small crown on her head.

I smiled slightly, as she grabbed my hand once more and started to run to who knows where. Though, as soon as we reached the doors, we stopped suddenly.

"Huh? Why did we stop?" I asked, a bit confused. "It's going to rain, so I had to get an umbrella!" she responded with a smile as she pulled out an umbrella. I decided not to question where it came from, since this seemed to be just something she did.

She stepped outside, opened the umbrella, and gestured to me. I quickly stepped under the umbrella, and we headed off to whatever despair she wanted to show me. We appeared to be heading off to the back of the school, a pretty secluded spot, but I wasn't paying too much attention, since most of my attention was on the beautiful girl beside me. "I can't wait for you to realize the true greatness of despair..ahaha...." she mumbled to herself. I giggled quietly. Her love for despair was honestly quite cute, even if I couldn't understand exactly what it was to her, or why she loved it so much.

Soon, we arrived at a small shack, and Junko grinned, and gestured for me to step inside. I gulped, and took a fearful step inside, and this time, would've definitely screamed if it weren't for Junko covering my mouth with her hand.

Was that...was that really.. "Yep, upupu! That totally is your parents right there!" she questioned with a smirk. I stared in shock at their mutilated bodies, laying on the floor.

"T-this...-w-what is this...this is so..." I stammered, extremely shocked. "Amazing, right? Despair is so great!" she squealed as she clung onto my arm.

She then proceeded to drag me out of the shack. "W-wha-". She held my hands, and smiled. "I can tell you love despair. And more importantly, me! Upupu!" she giggled as I felt my cheeks heat up for some reason. Even with what she had done, I couldn't help feeling how I did about her. I couldn't help being so drawn towards her, and couldn't help being so intrigued by every little thing she did. Even with what she had done, I couldn't help having feelings for her.

Screw it.

I leaned forwards, and kissed her on the lips. She seemed pretty shocked and flustered at first, but quickly regained her composure. I pulled away, with a bashful smile.

"You're absolutely correct about that, Enoshima-san. You're right."

A/N: puhu i have no idea how to write an x reader but i'm doing my best, even though it's only 3 chapters and absolutely crappy 🤡