Chapter 10

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"I know you belong
To somebody new
But tonight
You belong to me"

Ponyboys POV

I never went back to sleep last night, obviously. I couldn't. So right now I'm really fucking tired. I don't care though. I'm still going to see Johnny.

I waited til it was a decent time and then I made Dally get up.

"Get up you lazy piece of shit. We needa go see Johnny." I curse a lot when I'm tired. Dally flicked me off and got up.

"Jesus Christ, kid. Fine, when can go see your boyfriend." He smirked. I blushed.

"He's not my boyfriend." I protested. Maybe after today we would be...

"Not yet. Now go get some decent clothes on." I do what he says, just throwing on the first thing I see. I get ready and run downstairs all in the time span of two minutes.

"Man, that was quick. You really want to see him, huh?" Dally said. No shit.

"Yes. Now can you hurry your dumb ass up and drive me?" He just smirked and we got into Bucks T-Bird.

"Darry said I'm not allowed to speed this time, so..." You've gotta be fucking kidding me. For once he's driving at a normal pace.

"Just because you're dating him doesn't mean you gotta listen to him about everything, stupid. Fucking drive." I practically yell. I just want to fucking see Johnny and if he keeps standing in my way then I might just have to slap him.

"Well, if you insist..." Dally smirked and stepped on the speed. I just sat back. I zoned out thinking about Johnny.

He's so perfect. I just wanna hold him, touch him, kiss him, I just wanna be with him. I'd be so happy if I could call him mine. I have to try to get him. I love him.

Johnny's POV

I sighed as I leaned up in my bed. I hate this place, it brings back too many bad memories.

I had a panic attack. I just want to see Ponyboy. I love him. I love him more than anything. I understand if he doesn't love me anymore after everything I've done, even if I didn't do it on purpose. I wish he would just let me explain.

It wasn't his fault for my panic attack, though. I've had them once or twice before. I just waited for those to end, they were absolutely terrible and I wouldn't wish that hell upon anyone. I thought I was gonna die. They happened because of my parents. I guess this time everything, including the thoughts of them, just piled up and I ended up passing out. I think I get to leave today, though.

I wish Ponyboy was here. I never got to tell him I loved him. When I see him, that's the first thing I'm gonna do.

"Johnny, your friends are here to visit you." A nurse says. Please be Ponyboy. Please. I don't want him to hate me.

A flood of relief comes over me when I see him and Dally walk in.

"Dally..Ponyboy...hey..." I say as I sit up. Ponyboy runs towards me and wraps his arms around my neck, tightly hugging me. That's a good sign. I hug him back.

"I'll give you two some alone time." Dallas says suggestively. He walks out of the room, probably to go bug the nurses.

"Ponyboy." I have to tell him now. I break away from the hug and face him. I've got to tell him. Before I can speak, he starts talking.

"I'm so sorry, Johnnycake. I should've let you explain. I feel so bad. I'm sorry." He looks down. He looks so sad and it breaks my heart.

"It's not your fault, baby." He blushes at the nickname I called him. I have to tell him now.

"I love you, Ponyboy." I say. I'm not wasting anymore time. He smiles and my heart flutters at how adorable he is.

"I love you too, Johnny Cade." He leans forward and kisses me. I want to melt. I kiss back, pulling him on top of me. He breaks the kiss and looks down at me. I look back and I frown at how tired he looks.

"Honey, did you not get any sleep last night?" I hope he wasn't up worrying about me. That would suck. He blushes at the nickname and shakes his head.

"Sorry." He says. I pull his face down to where we're kissing. He sighs into the kiss and moves down to leave kisses on my neck. I bite my lip, fighting the urge to moan. He's defiantly going to leave a mark. He kisses his way back up to my lips and we kiss again. I hope Dal closed the door.

My hands travel down his waist and I place my hands on his hips. I slip my hand in his back pocket and he gently bites my lip. This feels so good. Why did I wait for so long to confess?

And it felt so perfect. Just the two of us making out in a hospital bed.

We heard the door open and Ponyboy quickly got off me. I guess Dally was smart enough to close it. Ponyboy fell off the bed and I started laughing at him. The doctor opened the door and looked at us suspiciously.

"Jonathan Cade? You're allowed to leave now." I got up and me and Ponyboy walked down the hallway and as soon as we got out of the high school I grabbed his hand.

"Hey man, wanna go to the lot?" I asked, forgetting Dally was still at the hospital.

"Y-yeah." We walked down the street holding hands. I hope no one sees this.

My dream is finally coming true. I'm holding the love of my life's hand. I wanted to officially make him mine. I'll ask him at the lot.

We continued walking in comfortable silence. We didn't even have to say anything, we could talk without speaking any words. We finally reached the lot. I kissed his hand before letting it go and we sat down on the old car seat.

Ponyboy keeps looking at me and smirking. I notice him glancing down at my lips while biting is.

I hold out my arms. "Come here."

He gets closer and I wrap my arms around him. He leans his head up and kisses me gently. Oh god. I love the taste of his lips and how soft they feel.

I love him.

Just then, a blue string ray pulls up...

"Although we're apart
You are a part of my heart
But tonight
You belong to me"

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