They say

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I see shadows walking out of the wall,
They say it's normal and I believe.
I hear voices but no people,
They say I am making up things and I agree.
I feel needles poking my body,
They say it happens and I fanthom.
I am around people and yet feel lonely,
They say the feeling comes once in a while and I accept.

But beyond all these things my heart speaks something different.
It says that THEY are lying and that they always do,
It says that I'm delusional and useless,
It says my existence is a burden to others,
It says I am lonely and no one needs me,
It forces me to believe that I have no reason to believe.
And that seems like a truth.

I choose to believe my heart and not what THEY SAY
I choose to trust my heart but all my heart ever speaks of is about Damage control.
But if the true meaning of 'Damage' is me, I find solace in not what my heart says, but in what THEY SAY
For once, I want to listen to them.....

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