Sanders Sides Oneshots

Not Your Seed

Logan x Daughter
Warning: angst. Blood. Gun shots. Stuff like that. Death
Rated: G

Song: Not your Seed from Star Kid
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I'm not your girl anymore

Logan was too late.

I'm not that tween that you drove here for

Deceit and Remus got to me before he did. They turned me into a killer.

I'm not your girl anymore
I overtook her body with an infectious spore

My usual preppy and colorful clothes have turned into slutty dresses and leather jackets. All black.

You left me out of your sight for one second
And look what happens, nightmare time

We had a fight. I ran out. Deceit knocked me out. Tortured my mind and body until their was nothing left. Only a broken girl who knows how to kill.

It's worse than you could imagine
Not sex and not drugs
Just alien invading minds

I see the face he made when I smirked, pulling the trigger. I shot him in the knee, forcing him to cry out in pain and kneel.

"What's the matter daddy? Don't know who your daughter is anymore?" Tears poured out of his eyes.

"Baby?" He whimpered.

No more family vacays together
'Cause your only daughter's under the weather
And if you actually paid attention to me

When I was small, I would always ask him to play with me. He would always say no and get back to work. He didn't realize I was kidnapped until two hours later.

You'd see, I'm not your seed
I'm not your angsty teen
No matter what you believe
The apple's fallen far from the tree

I became a assassin for the dark sides. I don't have any emotions no more.

It's not my fault anymore
No more curfews to be late for
It's not my fault anymore
No more being worried and waiting by the door

When I was 15, I would sneak out to see my friends. Dad would lock the door at 9pm. I would get home around 11.

Did you know that I wanted to live with you? (look what happens, nightmare time)

I begged Deceit to let me live with him one more time. To see my father one more time. I wanted to live with my father.

And when you needed to fight, you gave her that too (aliens invading minds)

Logan gave up on trying to find me after a while. He didn't seem to care.

Did you know mom let Deb sleep over?
And you're right about Deb — she's a hardcore stoner

My girlfriend Debbie gave me my first cigarette. Logan always hated her, but Remus welcomes her.

And if you wonder what led your daughter astray
Well, daddy wasn't here to stay

Logan never stayed for me. He never cared for me. Now he is crying, bleeding, because of me. He keeps pleading for me to snap out of it. That he loved me and he was so sorry. I knew he was, but I didn't care.

Not your seed
I'm not your perfect teen
I'm fucking seventeen
At least I was before you left me

I turned 17 two weeks ago, I got my first assignment. To kill Logan.

Why does it hurt to love you?
Why am I in pain?
Why does it hurt to know you?

I walked up to him and pressed the barrel of the gun to his forehead. He kept his eyes trained on me. He told me he loved me, and that it wasn't my fault that he died.

You'll let me down again
If I turned my insides out, would you even know that I was there?

"Every year you let me down. Every year you never truly knew me. Do you really think I ave about your pathetic "I love you's?" I spat. He just looked me into the eye, tears and everything and repeated it.

Why does it hurt to love you?
Why does it hurt to love?

"You stole my childhood."

I'm not your seed (not your girl, not your girl)
Now maybe you'll listen to me (listen to me, listen to me.)
Or do you let me bleed? (let me bleed)

My finger hovered over the trigger. A tear finally escaped my eye.

Now your daughter's not a girl no more (girl no more, girl no more)

Not at all your seed!

"I'm sorry daddy.."

"It's okay baby."

'Cause I'm not your girl anymore

I pulled the trigger.