Please don't go. (a BakuDeku/TodoBakuDeku fanfic)

Not meant to be

I turn away from him as tears start to form, and my voice gets really quiet "I just wanted to get some food, when he pushed me up against the counter and trapped me. I tried to push him off, but he just went for it. I finally managed to slip out from him, but not before he managed to leave a few of these" I gesture to my neck.

He's silent for a few seconds, and then softly says "and that's why I call you weak and a pussy." I snap my face back to face him, shocked by what he just said "excuse me?"

He hesitates, "you need to learn to stand up for yourself, what if someone decides to,.." he starts sliding a hand up my shirt. I bite down on my lip, hard, to not make a sound.

"Or goes even further,.." he slips his hand into my pants and using a finger, traces out the elastic on my boxers. I turn bright red and let out a surprised noise. I grip onto his hand to prevent him from going any further.

He slips out his hand and just sighs "see? You wouldn't be able to stand up for yourself. Fend them off."

This really irritates and pisses me off, and without thinking, using almost my maximum force, I push him off, sending him flying into the wall opposite of us.

He coughs a couple times from the impact, trying to get back some air. I'm shocked by myself for a second, and am about to ask if he's ok, but before I can, notice him heading back towards me, with a look of determination and something else.

Scared he might hurt me, I punch him square in the nose, not using my full strength, but even so, blood starts to trickle from it. He looks shocked, looking from me, to the blood that dripped down onto his fingers.

I've backed up into the wall again, and once I've seen the damage, thrown my hands to my mouth, as I let out a sob.

He looks back up towards me, reaching out a hand as he moves towards me again. Not being able to move, I just shake my head as my shoulders shake.

He shakes his head too, and surprising me, pulls me into a hug. Not sure what's happening at first, I keep my hands clenched at my chest. He smiles into my hair "I take back what I said. You can take care of yourself."

I sniffle and lower my arms that are barricading me from him. Chuckling, he whispers "stupid Deku. Did you really think I would hurt you?" Another sob escapes me and my shoulders shake as I wrap my hands around his waist, holding him tight.

Kissing the top of my head, he pets it, calming me down. "Y'know Deku,..as much as I want this,..I don't think it would be right. Especially now." I freeze, waiting for him to continue. "I think we should call it quits and pretend everything's the same as always. Focus on our hero work." I start crying again, shaking my head against his chest, whispering no repeatedly, gripping as tight as I can onto the back of his shirt, trying to get him to stay with me forever, and take back his words.

"You know I'm right though. If things go smoothly, and it seems like we can try it, we will. I promise." I pound on his back. "No, please" I sob "please don't go. You can't." I hear his voice crack "you think I really want to?"

I let go of him as I take a step back. "He gives me a sad smile "please,...you have to understand where I'm coming from." I put my hand to my mouth as a tear rolls down my cheek. I shake my head as he continues begging me. I hear the others nearing the room and start walking away backwards. He must've heard them too, as he turns to face the door.

Eijiro peeks his head in first "well I don't see any fighting,..oh hey Katsu-WOAH!" Before he notices me, I turn and run into the bathroom, locking myself in there. I hear some people walk over to the door, tapping on it trying to coax me out. None of them were Kachan.