Please don't go. (a BakuDeku/TodoBakuDeku fanfic)

Air,...please

(A/N; I LOVE YOU-BILLIE EILISH PART 2)

                                                                               ~Midoriya POV cont.~

I had started coughing, hard, trying hard to clear my throat, feeling all of my air leaving. I felt cuts all inside my throat and around my mouth, but I ignored the stinging. 'What's wrong with me? Air, I need air,....please.'

As I kept coughing, I saw blood splatter onto my bed and clothes and then,...orange-coloured petals started falling out my mouth. After a few more coughs, it ended, and I took deep breathes of air. I whipped at my mouth 'what the heck? What is this?' Shakily, I look around at my bed. Orange petals and pieces of flowers adorn the bed, and it might have been pretty, if only everything wasn't splattered in blood.

I grab my phone and started searching through google, looking for something that matched what had just happened. Pretty quickly, I found it. I widen my eyes in shock. No way, that couldn't be it. This isn't supposed to be real. I've heard of it before but I didn't know it actually existed.

'Hanahaki disease. It happens to anyone suffering from unrequited love. Flowers start growing in their lungs, and keep growing. The disease gets worse with time, and the only way to get rid of it was to have a very expensive surgery, or find love with someone else, losing all interest in the previous. Or, the most common way,...death.

My shoulders shook as I read stories about it. Is this really what's happening to me? Is this real? I'm not dreaming, am I?

I wonder if anyone else I know has had it happen to them. With that thought, I fall asleep.

                                                                                         ~Katsuki POV~

I wish we never learned to fly. I stared at the night sky, watching a plane pass by overhead. I imagined Deku on that plane, flying away, and that just made my situation so much worse.

Maybe we should just try, and tell ourselves a good lie. I pull out my phone, staring at pictures of me and Deku. I decide to text him and apologize.

"I'm sorry." Then hesitantly add, 'didn't mean to make you cry."

I go back into my room, shutting the balcony door, and plop down on my bed. I think about what I had said "baby,... won't you take it back,...say you were tryna make me laugh,...and nothing has to change today,...you didn't mean to say,.." I think of his flustered face, his soft smile, his huge beautiful green eyes staring into mine as he whispered it, "...I love you...."

I groan and place my hands on my face. I really messed up this time.

The next day, I groaned as the alarm went off. Contemplating if I should skip and take a day off, but not wanting to get yelled at by Aizawa, I quickly got dressed, grumbling the whole time, and walked out the door.

As I walked down the street, I noticed a little green head bobbing up and down as it walked a little ways off in front of me.

I hesitate at first, and then jog to catch up with him "Hey Deku." He looks at me and jumps.p "o-oh, h-hi Kachan." I smile at him sadly. He started stuttering again. I then notice something. "What's this?" I ask, tugging on his all might themed medical mask. He looks down "o-oh, I-it's nothing." "When'd you manage to get sick? Is it bad?" He doesn't look at me "I-it's nothing. I'll be f-fine." I sigh, not pushing any further.

We walk in silence for a bit, until he starts coughing. "Hey Deku, you good?" He continues coughing, then quickly walks over to a trash can. I see him throw up, wipe at his mouth and come back. "You okay?" I ask softly.

He looks at me, giving me a smile with his eyes closed. I can see little tears in the corners of his eyes "I-I'm fine. Thanks k-Kachan."

The smile that you gave me, even when you felt like dying. I pull him into a hug. He hesitates, then hugs me back. "Tonight, maybe around 6, meet me here. We need to talk about everything."

He pauses, then nods into my chest. We pulled away and walked the rest of the way to school together.

(A/N; IK THAT HANAHAKI IS CAUSED BECAUSE OF UNREQUITED LOVE, AND KATSUKI LOVES DEKU SO IT DOESNT RLLY MAKE SENSE. BUT KATSUKI DIDNT REALLY ADMIT THAT HE LIKED HIM, EVEN TO HIMSELF, SO YEAH,...ALSO I RLLY WANTED TO ADD SOME ANGST. ANYWAYS, READ, VOTE, COMMENT, AND ENJOYY!!!! TOODLES!)