Please don't go. (a BakuDeku/TodoBakuDeku fanfic)

I love you

(A/N; OKAY SO THE INSPIRATION FOR THIS CHAPTER IS LATE-NIGHT FANFICS FROM ALL THE AMAZING ASPIRING WRITERS OUT THERE, AND OF COURSE THE SONG 'I LOVE YOU' BY BILLIE EILISH. I KEEP GETTING IDEAS FROM DIFFERENT SONGS SO BE ON THE LOOK OUT FOR MORE CHAPTERS BASED ON SONGS. OK, GO ENJOY)

~Deku POV~

'It's not true', I cry. 'tell me I've been lied to.' I turn a corner and press against it with my back, and slide down to the ground, hugging my knees to my chest.

I put my head between my knees 'crying isn't like you' I tell myself, letting out a sob as my body shook.

I hear someone running towards me, then stop right in front of me. I don't bother looking up, knowing it's Kachan.

"Deku." I shake my head. "Deku look at me." I don't budge. I feel him take my head in his hands, and lift it up to his. I still don't meet his eye.

He grabs my shoulders and shakes me "Deku look at me!!! What's wrong?" I look down, feeling more tears coming to my eyes. He raises his voice "What the hell did I do?!?"

At this, I snap his eyes to his, causing him to jump a bit. "You know exactly what you did" I seethe at him. He looks confused "no,...I don't."

"The hell was that with Kiri?!? Why were you on top of him?" I start shaking again, tears rolling down my cheeks. "How do you think that made me feel?" I half-whisper.

He looks down. "I thought we had something Kachan, even if you did reject me." I look at him softly "you do still feel something for me though, don't you? I can tell, or else you wouldn't have come for me."

~Kachan POV~

'Shit. How does he-' I make a 'tch' sound as I look away, a blush forming on my cheeks. 'I've never been the type to let someone see right through. And yet,...'

I face him again "you know me too well Deku." At this, he blushes and looks down. "And yet," I continue, "why are so worried about the thing? Nothing happened! Are you just jealous?" He stays silent. "Ok fine, I get that you got jealous, but hey to the extreme that you're crying???"

Midorya looks around avoiding my gaze "I-,...I'm just scared I'll lose you. I can't stand seeing you with anyone else, it just tears me apart." I look at him, not knowing what to say, then look away.

He cups his hands on my cheeks, lifting my face up to look at him. He gazes into my eyes fondly, a light blush on his cheeks. I feel my face redden as well and I want to kiss him so badly, but the he whispers something that makes my heart stop.

~~ "....I love you....."

I stare at him in shock not knowing what to say. Without thinking, I push him away, and getting up walk away. I walk around the corner and pace back and forth as I process what he had just said. 'Oh my god. He loves me. HE loves ME.' I try to calm myself down 'it's okay. It's fine. I-I like him, so this is good. B-but do I love him?. Ughhh this is so harddd!!'

I hear Deku sniffle and let out a chocked sob. I wince 'shit'. I feel guilty so I go back and wrap him in my arms trying to calm him down. I pull back to look at him.

"Baby,.." I whisper as I wipe a tear from his cheek. I search his eyes, trying not to hurt him "won't you take it back?" I hear him let out a hick. "Say you were tryna make me laugh."

He starts shaking again, shaking his head at me rapidly, his face contorting as tears pour out.

I don't want to hurt him, but I know this is the right thing to do. He needs to focus on school, and so do I. "..And nothing has to change today." I look him in the eye "you didn't mean to say 'I love you'" he sobs, throwing his hands on his face, bringing his knees up again.

"Deku, you have to understand,...." "No" he chokes, as he pushes me back and runs. I just sit there, regretting all my life decisions as my shoulders shake. "Stupid Deku. I do love you. And I don't want to."

~Midorya POV~

Up all night. On another red eye. The events of the day run through my mind over and over and over.

After running away from Kachan, I had come back to my dorm and flung my self on the bed. As I cried, it became harder to breath. I ignored it, thinking it was because of the lack of air because of how hard I was crying. It was out

of the lack of air, but not from the tears,....