That's where you belong

Chapter 5- End

The bell rang and the class was over. Seb decided to go to his girlfriend's home. Just to give her a surprise. He thought that maybe he wasn't being a good boyfriend. Maybe he was just too rude or something. He tried to figure out what she will like. So he bought a beautiful bouquet of red roses because he knew she loved them. 

He drove off to her house. He had a spare key to the door. She gave him that key for casesof emergency. He decided to use it. 

He got off his bike and took out the key. Opening the door, he saw, someone's coat lying in the ground. Too careless she is. He thought to himself. Smiling, he went upstairs to her room.

Today. I'll make love to her. She'll remember it forever. He opened the door to her room, which was unusually unlocked. He creaked it open to see her. With someone. Having sex. She cheated. He was shocked. 

"What the fuck!!!" He exclaimed. "Babe, look," she tried to explain but he just threw the bouquet at her face and slammed the door. 

He opened the door again, and said," You're just too much of a whore you see. Well, it's over. It's the end. Don't you dare show me your face. Ever. Again." 

He went to his bike and rode it to the place he loved. His found it in his childhood. It was beautiful. A scene that was just imaginary. But it existed. In real. 

He thought to himself. "There are many things we believe that are true, but are just false. And many that we believe are false but our true. Life is one such example. Life is believed to be good but it's not. And so is love." 

He wasn't going to love again. Never. He thought it was just too much to sink in. He bought himself a cigarette and started smoking. It was the first time he did. And to much surprise, it felt awesome. His sadness burnt down and he felt the anger going away with the smoke. 

He loved it. He decided that he wouldn't do all this ever again. It was the end of love from his life. He'll just stay to himself. He wasn't going to harm himself. He just thought. 

He went back home. "Here he is. Our prince, Sebastian. May I know where the hell have you been?" His father shouted. The only person he was afraid of. 

"Dad...I" he tried to but no. His father continued tp blabber. 

"You are good for nothing are you? Just roam around and waste time with friends. No career nothing. You aren't even interested in studying. What are you going to do in life? You're such a big failure. Yes, a failure." He shouted. He kept on saying things and he felt numb. He was too sensitive to be hurt with such mean words. 

Look, no one can harm you emotionally if you don't let them except for family. Everything that family says, pierces a hole in the heart even if you try not to. It just goes in, deep. And it's hard to overcome. Almost impossible. 

He wanted to stay away from it. But he couldn't. So he ran up into his room. He knew nothing better than this. He took his razor and CUT.  He smiled. He felt the blood streaming down. He knew his was strong enough not to let that girl harm him this way but the words that his father spoke were far more hurtful than the idea of being cheated on. So hw smiled and let the darkness consume him. 

(After a day) 

He woke up, just to find himself in a hospital. His mother came to him and said, "Oh my son. Seb. What did you do?" She cried. 

He didn't want to speak. Just didn't want to. He kept quiet. She cried and explained to him. 

"My child. I don't know why you did all this but I love you so much. What uf something would havw happened to you. Think about your siblings. Think about me. Your father. We love you Seb." 

"Love. Is that why I can't see my dad here? Because he loves me too much to see me in this state? Forget it mom. I don't want to talk about it." Actually no. He didn't say this. He thought. 

He said," I know mom. I'm sorry." That's all he could say. He sounded cold. And his voice was no longer energetic like it used to be. 

His mother left the room. 

He smiled and said," I thought it was the end."