The Full Moon Within You.

Chapter 08: Speaking From The Heart.

The young man looked at his lover and he didn't know what she meant by "Bottled up feeling's."

Dawn,what-what do you mean you can't keep these "Bottled of feeling's?" Austin asked his lover,still holding onto her as he could feel her shaking a little.

You just..you wouldn't understand,i knew that you wouldn't...You men just don't understand and the only thing that come's into mind for men is sex and sex alone...

The young woman pushed her man away by only a little and he exclaimed softly as he wanted to get to the bottom of this and why that she was acting this way.

Hey,hold on a minute--!

He then grabbed her wrist and as she pulled away,his eye's wided a bit.

The reason why that his eye's wided a bit was because that tear's were rolling down her eye's.

Dawn,y-your--

Why?

Why,what? Was it..was it something that i did? Did i-did i do something to cause you to hurt?

Yes...

He really didn't know what he did and whatever he did to her,he knew that he was afraid to even ask her.

Please,tell me. Tell me what i did i do wrong to hurt you like this,i want to know. If you-if you don't want to talk about it,then okay...And,if your pissed off at me,then i'll-I'll sleep on the couch tonight...I understand...

The young woman then gritted her teeth a little as though that he obviously didn't get why that he hurted her,but she had to tell him the whole truth on why.

Ugh,it's you! You,you,you! Dawn declared at him,eyeing him,with tear's rolling down her eye's. Why? Why didn't you tell me that you and Winona used to date?

When she finally confessed,he understood why she was acting and feeling this way.

No,i-i don't-- Wait,who told you that? Was it..my mom? Did she tell you that?

No,your mother didn't tell me,nobody did...Just..Winona...She told me,back at the full moon ball...She told me everything and by everything,yeah...She told me that you both lost your virginitie's to each other,you both dated each other,and--!

All of a sudden,Dawn broke down crying as she buried her hand's into her eye's so that he wouldn't see how badly hurt she was.

Dawn...Austin replied her name softly,starting to walk over toward's her.

Why didn't you tell me?

I didn't..want to..hurt you...

When he was close to her,he pulled her over close toward's him as she looked up at him.

I hate you,but i-i love you...Dawn told him,still shaking a bit.

I know,you deserve the right to hate me,but you'll alway's be the one that i desire and truly love...

He leaned over and kissed her lip's as she barely kissed him back.

I've been..wanting to tell you about my past,but i was..too scared to tell you...Austin admitted to her,while he was stroking her hair gently.

The two were both sitting on the couch together and that the two were both close to each other as if they were living the life like a couple should.

It's true,Winona and i used to date back when we were both young teenager's...Austin replied softly and that he continued to stroke her hair some more.

Tell me,what was it like?

What..was it..like?

The young woman heard that the young man let out a soft sigh and she could tell that talking about this made him feel uncomfortable.