Unfaithful | Jenlisa

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"How about a round of applause? A standing ovation?"

Lisa is tired, of everything.

Well, no one can really blame her, she just wanted a break (just let her rest, damn it) but well— the world seems to be against her.

There were a lot of things Lisa Manoban regrets in life,

Like never telling his biological father that she loves him before it was all too late.

Or forgetting to bring some tampons when her red tide decided to visit her. (That was a bloody mess.)

Or volunteering to cook for her mother and step-father, resulting in her almost burning the kitchen in the process. (That was the time the two chefs decided cooking was not the best course for their daughter.)

So there were quite a number of things Lisa regrets in life. (I mean, we all have regrets in life right?)

But there were also things she does not regret,

One of them was loving Jennie Kim.

You thought I'd say that Jennie was one of my regrets right? Lisa let's out a fond laugh.

Believe me, I've thought it out for quite some time now, and I've come to this conclusion... Lisa says giving a soft smile.

Jennie was... Jennie was Lisa's first love and one true love.

I'm sure everyone already knows the first time Lisa met Jennie. The day that stupid Jichu dragged her from Korea to New Zealand started it all. (Although Lisa kind of thinks meeting Jennie would be inevitable since the girl was her best friends' younger sister. But yeah, the process of their meeting was simply hastened by the chikin.)

When Jisoo said that Jennie was gorgeous, Lisa didn't actually think that the cat-eyed girl looked truly ethereal. (Well, if you have Jisoo as your guideline then you kinda doubt a little. But Lisa can't deny that the Kim's do have good genes.)

Funnily enough, Lisa's clumsy side decided to show itself when meeting the girl. How would you feel if you suddenly trip on yourself even though you are literally wearing a non-shoelaced shoe? In front of a gorgeous girl nonetheless.

It seems like 14 year old Lisa fell for 15 year old Jennie, quite literally. ("Aweeee you were so cute that time." Jennie cooed at the pouting blonde. "No she looked stupid and she embarrassed me in front of Rosè." Jisoo deadpans, the older Kim receives a slap on the shoulder by Rosé.)

The moment Lisa's hazel brown eyes clashed with Jennie's dark brown eyes— the blonde just knew 'she is the one for me'.

People may think her as stupid but— Loving Jennie was never her biggest regret, never her biggest mistake.

Seriously, she'd say this over and over again without tiring herself.

And wait— before you react,

Listen, listen,

Sure, the girl broke her heart beyond repair.

Sure, the girl hurt her more than anything could compare.

But the girl taught her a lot of things.

From love, to patience, to pain. (She even quoted Ariana, sighs)

So Lisa could never regret Jennie Kim, in doing so— it means she regrets those memories that lead her to loving Jennie Kim.

And Lisa loved every core memory.